May 29, 2022 11:30
Hi there! I've read this fic a long long time ago and I need to reread it again, so i need your help!
This is what I remember:
- wincest
- different scenes/snapshots/timestamps depicting the boys at different ages (from kids/teens to adults)
- dean's pov
- probably a one-shot, around 3-5k words? definetely not a series or multichaptered
- it's kind of smut with feelings, with mostly bottom dean and sam initiating contact every time
- dean tries to resist his little brother throughout the fic (not much focus on guilt; sam loves his brother, knows what he wants and doesn't really have a problem with it)
- i distinctly remember this scene where a teenager sam tries to give dean a blowjob while dean's driving the impala, dean almost looses control of the car
- last scene (which should be the longest), with the brothers being their adult self; it's basically sam adoring/worshipping his brother and his body, making love to him (and by now dean has happily given up)
I've been searching for days but for the life of me i can't find it, and it's driving me crazy.
I know I'm asking for a lot (and sorry for my English, it's not my mother tongue), but any help is appreciated. Also any recs to similar stories would be cool too!
Thank you in advance ;)
genre: pining!boys,
point of view: dean winchester,
pairing: dean/sam,
character: dean,
!specific fic,
character: sam