Looking for a Dom!Cas Sub!Dean fic, Dean is in an abusive relationship with Sam
Hello! I can't seem to find a fic I'm pretty sure was on Ao3. It's Dom!Cas and Sub!Dean. In it, Dean was working for Cas, but was in an abusive relationship with Sam. Sam and Dean were unrelated in this fic.
One of the central issues in this fic was that Dean had trouble getting hard because he'd been sexually abused as a kid, and now because he felt so much pressure to perform. Cas helped him relax enough to actually enjoy sex, and helped him leave Sam. I remember there was a scene where Cas gets Dean hard just by tying a ribbon around his wrist. Also, towards the beginning, Dean goes over to Cas's house because Cas is sick and he's helping him get home. Dean stays the night and sleeps by Cas's bed and masturbates while he's there. If anyone knows the fic I'm looking for I'd be very grateful!
One of the central issues in this fic was that Dean had trouble getting hard because he'd been sexually abused as a kid, and now because he felt so much pressure to perform. Cas helped him relax enough to actually enjoy sex, and helped him leave Sam. I remember there was a scene where Cas gets Dean hard just by tying a ribbon around his wrist. Also, towards the beginning, Dean goes over to Cas's house because Cas is sick and he's helping him get home. Dean stays the night and sleeps by Cas's bed and masturbates while he's there. If anyone knows the fic I'm looking for I'd be very grateful!