Non-specific fic: Hell-Issues!Sam, confronting canon abusers, Becky Rosen, Toni Bevell (BMoL)
I've been re-watching recently, and now I'm on a Sam kick. I'm hoping you guys can recommend fics that hit any of the following points...
1) Sam with issues post-hell-- or from another traumatic event, the boys have so many to choose from-- dealing with these issues as he goes about his business/life, but not broken. Especially when dealing with law enforcement or on a case.
2) I'd love to see some fic dealing with how Becky kidnapped, mind-raped, and molested Sam in 7.08 "Season Seven, Time for a Wedding!" or anything containing later consequences of the (annulled) wedding itself. I'd also like to see fic referring to Toni's torture (mind-rape, torching his feet) in 12.01 "Keep Calm and Carry On". Again, not as events that broke Sam, but acknowledged as horrible and wrong for all that he overcame them.
3) Fic containing Sam being badass and confronting one or more of his (many) abusers/torturers on the show-- particularly Lucifer, Toni Bevell, Becky Rosen, Roy, Gabriel or anyone else he pushed aside his issues to work with-- not necessarily violently. Perhaps a conversation between Sam and Dean about how terrible and invasive tricking Sam into "accepting" Gadreel was.
4) Fic in which Sam draws from his experiences of torture and repeatedly stolen self-agency to relate to or encourage another character or OC.
Any crossovers and pairings (or lack of pairings!) welcome.
1) Sam with issues post-hell-- or from another traumatic event, the boys have so many to choose from-- dealing with these issues as he goes about his business/life, but not broken. Especially when dealing with law enforcement or on a case.
2) I'd love to see some fic dealing with how Becky kidnapped, mind-raped, and molested Sam in 7.08 "Season Seven, Time for a Wedding!" or anything containing later consequences of the (annulled) wedding itself. I'd also like to see fic referring to Toni's torture (mind-rape, torching his feet) in 12.01 "Keep Calm and Carry On". Again, not as events that broke Sam, but acknowledged as horrible and wrong for all that he overcame them.
3) Fic containing Sam being badass and confronting one or more of his (many) abusers/torturers on the show-- particularly Lucifer, Toni Bevell, Becky Rosen, Roy, Gabriel or anyone else he pushed aside his issues to work with-- not necessarily violently. Perhaps a conversation between Sam and Dean about how terrible and invasive tricking Sam into "accepting" Gadreel was.
4) Fic in which Sam draws from his experiences of torture and repeatedly stolen self-agency to relate to or encourage another character or OC.
Any crossovers and pairings (or lack of pairings!) welcome.