Casey's alive!

[casey_sinqueen]

(ooc: please ignore the fucked up text and cuts.  LJ confuses me.)

Because I haven't posted in like FOREVER I thought I'd do Andy's wierd love thing here.  Plus there's a hint of where I've been.

So if any of you want to know what I REALLY think of you, step right up!

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[lost_in_dreamz_]

AWWW, CASEY. I REALLY LIKE YOU. A LOT. AND YOU KNOW I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT. I LOOK FORWARD TO US GETTING TO BE BETTER FRIENDS. EVEN IF YOU'RE THE STRANGEST DEMON I'VE EVER KNOWN AND LEAVE ME COMPLETELY PERPLEXED AND CONFUSED.

Also, uh ... you and Brady had a night? And it meant a lot to you? That's, um... interesting.

[casey_sinqueen]

Good to know! That wasn't at all my intention...

yeah... it all came out during the brainswap. Also it was in the recap. That's why i told Patrick I loved him. He overheard me talking about my feelings for Brady and gave me an ultimatum.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...I don't really care about when it happened so much as that it did.

[casey_sinqueen]

Oh... yeah. You guys still hate each other, huh. Look, I'm not going to defend my reasons for sleeping with him because it would mean telling you things about Brady that he should decide to tell you himself.

He and I connected. I felt something.... strong for him, I don't know. It just happened. I hope that this doesn't affect our friendship.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...I don't - I mean - It's complicated Casey!!! We were going to be married!!!! He was my first love!!!! And then I found out everything that I thought he was was a lie and that our entire relationship was a set-up and a manipulation! But at the same time - it kind of wasn't, because it was still - him to an extent. And he says his feelings for me were real. And - its just really complicated and I don't know how I feel about him or any of this. But you guys sleeping together? God, in a way he's still my Brady. I've been avoiding him like crazy, because it just hurts so much. And I know - I know its not - he's not - that we haven't been together in years and that even when we were it was under pretenses I wasn't even aware of, but still...

[casey_sinqueen]

Don't worry, we're not sleeping together. We slept together, past tense. I'm with Patrick now, and though our relationship is technically open Brady's a kinda sore topic. We just live together.

You should really talk to Brady btw. Because he could probably help you sort these issues out...

[lost_in_dreamz_]

Brady and I have talked. It didn't help. It made it that much worse. And then we started - reminiscing. And it was bad idea. Some wounds never really heal. But when they're opened back up again - well sometimes its best to just bandage them up and pretend they don't exist, and that the pain and throbbing is just a distant memory from the past. Or something. That seemed more eloquent in my mind before I said it.

[casey_sinqueen]

*laughs*

It was plenty eloquent, hun. I understand. He's so confusing. It's like he has this power over me us.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

He doesn't have power over me. The past does. The connection and bond he and I once had together.

If anything I'd wager to think I had power over him. Since he was all - omg I fell in love with a human, how weird is that?! Not to mention Ali and Az following suit. Plus you seem to be a very enthusiastic fan. I think it must be something about my powers, since they can control lower level demons and all - it has some sort of affect on higher level ones too. Demonic phermones or something? Who the hell knows. Just that, its kind of an undeniable trend at this point.

[casey_sinqueen]

*laughs* I like that idea! Does seem to make sense. Would explain those odd dreams I've been having about you lately... *winks*

[lost_in_dreamz_]

::laughs and rolls her eyes::

I am really not even remotely surprised.

[casey_sinqueen]

*winks*

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...

::sighs::

[casey_sinqueen]

Please, you know you want a piece of this sweet ass!

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...Casey, whether or not I find you totally hot and oozing with sexuality, I cannot acknowledge it. I'm pretty desperate to save the potential for a future with Andy (you know, once he grows up) and, well, flirting with you - or whatever - is not the way to do it.

[casey_sinqueen]

*winks* Well I'll be waiting for you hun!