This Is Who I Am
SO, HI.
I GUESS I FREAKED EVERYONE OUT YESTERDAY, HUH? SORRY ABOUT THAT. SO I THINK I SHOULD EXPLAIN MYSELF.
I'M A DEMON. THIS IS PART OF ME. IT'S NOT THE BEST PART, I'LL ADMIT. AND I'M WORKING ON IT.
I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU MY LIFE STORY, BUT HERE'S WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME.
- I WAS ONCE HUMAN. I FELL IN LOVE AND THERE WERE COMPLICATIONS. BASICALLY MY LOVER AND I SOLD OUR SOULS TO BE TOGETHER. MORE OR LESS.
- IN HELL WE WERE ALLOWED TO STAY TOGETHER, AS THAT WAS PART OF OUR DEAL. BUT OF COURSE THEY TRIED TO TURN OUR LOVE SOUR, BREAK US, ETC. SO THEY MADE US TORTURE EACH OTHER.
- BUT THAT KINDA BACKFIRED BECAUSE PAIN JUST TURNED TO PLEASURE. IT HELPED THAT WE WERE PRETTY MUCH INSANE BY THIS POINT. BASICALLY YOU KNOW GOMEZ AND MORTICIA FROM THE ADDAMS FAMILY? WE WERE PRETTY MUCH LIKE THAT.
- NOW I'M BACK ON EARTH WITHOUT HIM. AND I MAY SEEM ALL FINE AND PERKY BUT I'M NOT. I WAS WITH HIM FOR CENTURIES AND NOW I'M ALONE TRYING TO COPE WITH SOME NEW LIFE WHICH IS CONFUSING ENOUGH AS IS.
- SO YEAH, SURE, I BLEW OFF SOME STEAM WITH ALI. I WAS JUST MESSED UP, ALL ANGRY ABOUT MY EMOTIONS, PISSED OFF THAT SOME PEOPLE THINK I'M A BAD DEMON AND SOME THINK I'M NOT NICE ENOUGH, CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE AND FED UP THAT NO-ONE SEEMED TO CARE WHAT I MIGHT BE GOING THROUGH.
- OK, I WAS OVER-REACTING. I GUESS YOU COULD SEE MY TORTURE SESH AS SOMEWHAT OF A BREAKDOWN. COS WHEN ALI TOLD ME ABOUT THIS PAEDOPHILE SOMETHING INSIDE ME BROKE AND I HAD TO DO SOMETHING.
- WHATEVER YOU NOW THINK OF ME, WHO I AM STILL STANDS: I AM A DEMON. SO I'M A FORMIDABLE FOE. BUT I WILL NEVER HURT MY LOVED ONES, AND WILL DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT THEM. AND USUALLY I'M PRETTY LAID BACK. I GUESS ALL THIS CHANGE (AND NOT BEING DEAD ANY MORE) JUST GOT TO ME.
I HOPE THIS HAS CLEARED THINGS UP FOR SOME PEOPLE. SO IF YOU DECIDE NOT TO LIKE ME, THAT'S FINE. I CAN DEAL WITH THAT. JUST DON'T JUDGE ME WITHOUT THE FACTS. AND PLEASE TRY TO TO UNDERSTAND. IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT THEN TBH I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU.
BUT I HOPE WE CAN BE FRIENDS.