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queen_insane in spn_treehouse

It's offical

Apr 25, 2010 02:04

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lost_in_dreamz_ April 25 2010, 06:11:16 UTC

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I'm really glad to hear things are working out with you and Jess, Sam

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queen_insane April 25 2010, 06:32:22 UTC

THANK YOU. I'M NERVOUS BUT I WANT TO GIVE IT A SECOND THIRD CHANCE.

lost_in_dreamz_ April 25 2010, 06:47:35 UTC

::sounding far away and removed, eyes overcast, looking at Sam, but focused far beyond him::

Yes, of course. However long it takes. If you are meant to be, if it is true love, it will eventually find a way to work out.

queen_insane April 25 2010, 07:01:45 UTC

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WHICH IS WHY YOU SHOULD TRY AGAIN TOO.

lost_in_dreamz_ April 25 2010, 07:27:41 UTC

Oh Sam, I can not even begin to think of being with Andy again until I can be with myself. Figure out who I am. Whatever that means and whoever that may be.

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I hope you can understand this. Why I'm doing what I'm doing.

soymade April 25 2010, 22:26:51 UTC

Ava? Ava, what's going on?

lost_in_dreamz_ April 25 2010, 23:50:36 UTC

::speaking in a distant voice, almost trance-like, with an overcast and intense look in her eyes::

Andy, I simply realized that you were the one thing in my life holding me back from my true potential. Being who I am without restraint. I can be so much. I am so much. You are too, but I don't think you'll ever truly be willing to embrace it. Separate from these black and white notions of good and evil. And I need to understand that part of me. Really understand it, without fear of the implications. I love you Andy. That hasn't changed. But I cannot be with you right now. Not until I'm strong enough to be myself.

::as she reaches the end of her monologue, tufts of black smoke swirl around/above her, but do not threaten or approach Andy::

soymade April 26 2010, 00:51:49 UTC

I... Ava, I don't think you really want to do this. You might unintentionally do something really awful that you'll regret for the rest of your life.

lost_in_dreamz_ April 26 2010, 01:03:30 UTC

Andy, please do not doubt me. You told me you have faith in me, that I will not turn evil. I hope you remember that.

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