But, Why Do You Do It? (2/3)
Title: But, Why Do You Do It?
Chapter: 2
Pairing: Sam/Jess, very slight Dean/Bella T
Rating: R (language and sexual discussion)
Author: klu_75
Disclaimer: They are not mine; if they were, I wouldn’t share.
Summary: 19-yr old Dean taught 15-yr old Sam: "It can be a beautiful act, but not everyone likes doing it or receiving it. If you do it or not, know WHY." Years later, Sam's mind was wandering after Jess did it to him... Dean tells his own reasons 'Why'. Three chapters, about 5,300 words total.
"Jess, I want to talk about sex, specifically oral sex."
"Why?"
"Tonight was great and I want to talk about why you did it and why I liked it…"
"I think maybe you're a little sleepy. I did it because I wanted to and you liked it because your dick was involved." She laughed.
"Jess. Hear me out, OK. If we talk and open up, we'll be closer and have better sex."
"I don't' have any complaints, but I guess you do."
"Don't turn that back on me; I don't have any complaints - you know it. I just want us to learn about ourselves."
"Sam you are so sweet and caring. OK. We'll talk."
"First, here is the assertion. Regarding oral sex there are four kinds of people…" Sam went through the list for Jess.
Will not do it
Don't like it, but will do it; only in a relationship, as infrequently as possible and only out of guilt
Don't like it, but will do it; only in a relationship, not too frequently, but genuinely want to please their partner
Love to do it. No restrictions. Would do it as much as partner allowed.
"So, with giving, which one are you? I mean, you just rocked my world with that blowjob, so I'm guessing you're not in group one…"
She smiled. "Sam, we haven't done very much oral and you think that maybe I'm feeling guilty for neglecting you or just want you to be happy and not enjoying it myself?"
"There's no wrong answer. I just want to know if… you like doing it, and why."
"I love it."
"That's great to hear... Why?"
"I know not everyone would agree, but it's fun. Plus you are so… appreciative."
"Why? What feelings do you have while doing it that make it fun for you?"
"You might not like my answer."
"Jess, I just want honesty. Please, tell me: Why?"
"Sam, you are so gentle and considerate, but still very… imposing. I'm not going to say dominating because you're not; that's not your personality at all. But your build, your presence, it is commanding and impressive. I'm not a shrinking violet but you are still the alpha here… When I blow you, I feel like I have all your authority. I am commanding and impressive; I am your alpha." She blushed "It's why I don't do it very often, I figured you wouldn't like that feeling of submission and I'm guessing it's why you never ask me to… Was I right?"
"No! I love when you are… orating…" he blushed. "I feel like you have total control over me and I love that feeling of giving myself up to you, like I am saying I'm yours wholly. The reason I never ask is because I thought women looked at giving blowjobs as a kind of submissive position. I never wanted to make you feel like I want to dominate you."
"Well, I think we should have had this talk a year and a half ago!" Jess smiled and added "What about you giving oral sex? You haven't done it much, maybe a handful of times… You are absolutely great at it, so I don't think you did it out of guilt…"
"I'm good at it? Really? You liked it when…"
"Like you don't know!?" She looked at his big puppy dog eyes and realized no, he didn't know. "Sam when you've gone down on me, you've totally ravaged me. I was screaming my orgasms, remember."
A smile spread across his face and his eyes flashed with passion "I remember... But, I also remember how I totally lose control; you ask me to slow down, let you get your breath, beg for a break. I don't; I just keep going and set you off again." He looked ashamed. "I pushed you every time; I'm a bully."
"First off, I never said 'no' or 'stop'. I know if I had, you would've quit. Look at me Sam." He moved his shameful expression to her eyes. "You were never a bully, you were tenacious. You were amazing. When I asked to slow down it was because I didn't think I had another orgasm left; you knew one was there and gave it to me. That is resilience; it's pushing in a very, very good way."
"But-"
"No, buts! I felt totally ravaged. That's why I love it when you go down on me. I feel like, like I give you all of me and you'll never get enough of me. You always find more when I think I've given you everything. Oral sex makes me feel wanted, desired in such a different way. Like you're hungry for me and I satisfy you, but you'll always have that hunger."
"Doesn't that make me selfish - you give me everything and I take more?"
She dat up and a smirk overtook her beautiful lips. "Your Honor, by definition, I did not give everything if Mr. Winchester found more." She giggled and waived her finger playfully "I ask the court to consider this man as an oral sex aficionado! Sam Winchester is not selfish as he'd have you believe; he is selfless, giving away all those orgasms! He's practically a saint! The defense rests."
Sam grinned and said "I shall prove that I, Sam Winchester, am in fact a greedy jerk while performing oral sex and I do it for my own benefit. The defense says I am selfless, but you won't agree after my testimony of why I love to perform oral acts upon this beautiful woman!"
"Please, present your case counselor."
Sam stopped giggling, raised his right hand and said "I swear to tell the whole truth. I am totally selfish. I want all you have to give, I want everything. Penetration doesn't let me feel you as absolutely as when…" He paused and hung his head, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"As when what, Mr. Winchester?" Jess raised her voice playfully "As when what?"
"I object! You're badgering the witness!"
"Order! Order! The witness must finish his statement!" She banged her hand on the mattress "Mr. Winchester, please continue. Penetration doesn't let you feel me as absolutely as when what?"
"As when you come in my face!" Sam shouted then covered his eyes and pretended to cry. Sudden;y his demeanor changed. HIs expression became lusty and unremorseful. He began again, this time his voice was calm and sultry. "I know it's for me, Jess, you are coming for me and it's addictive. When I taste you, I want more. When you moan for me, I want more. When you writhe for me, more. More of your orgasms for me. All I want is more… more of you." Sam's voice became increasingly suggestive as he finished his 'testimony'.
"All the jury heard is more orgasms! Sam Winchester is free to perform oral sex on Jessica Moore whenever he wants! Court is adjourned!"
"Oh. God. Sam. Seriously. I think I blacked out for a minute there. Why didn't you ever ask me about oral sex before? And where did that conversation even come from?"
"I was fifteen; it was one of the weirdest almost-serious talks I ever had with Dean… I'd forgotten all about it until we were lying here…"
"What's his number?"
"You want to call him? You wanna say 'thanks' or something?" Sam laughed.
"I'm gonna call him and say 'thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyout hankyou-thankyou-thankyou-thaaank-yoou-thaaank-yoo u-ohhh-myy-gggod-thaaaank-yooooou'."
"No way… He would enjoy hearing that way too much. Let's just send him a fruit basket..."
A/N There is still one more chapter. Dean is going to tell someone his 'Why'. Seriously I would love some reviews for these chapters.
Chapter: 2
Pairing: Sam/Jess, very slight Dean/Bella T
Rating: R (language and sexual discussion)
Author: klu_75
Disclaimer: They are not mine; if they were, I wouldn’t share.
Summary: 19-yr old Dean taught 15-yr old Sam: "It can be a beautiful act, but not everyone likes doing it or receiving it. If you do it or not, know WHY." Years later, Sam's mind was wandering after Jess did it to him... Dean tells his own reasons 'Why'. Three chapters, about 5,300 words total.
"Jess, I want to talk about sex, specifically oral sex."
"Why?"
"Tonight was great and I want to talk about why you did it and why I liked it…"
"I think maybe you're a little sleepy. I did it because I wanted to and you liked it because your dick was involved." She laughed.
"Jess. Hear me out, OK. If we talk and open up, we'll be closer and have better sex."
"I don't' have any complaints, but I guess you do."
"Don't turn that back on me; I don't have any complaints - you know it. I just want us to learn about ourselves."
"Sam you are so sweet and caring. OK. We'll talk."
"First, here is the assertion. Regarding oral sex there are four kinds of people…" Sam went through the list for Jess.
Will not do it
Don't like it, but will do it; only in a relationship, as infrequently as possible and only out of guilt
Don't like it, but will do it; only in a relationship, not too frequently, but genuinely want to please their partner
Love to do it. No restrictions. Would do it as much as partner allowed.
"So, with giving, which one are you? I mean, you just rocked my world with that blowjob, so I'm guessing you're not in group one…"
She smiled. "Sam, we haven't done very much oral and you think that maybe I'm feeling guilty for neglecting you or just want you to be happy and not enjoying it myself?"
"There's no wrong answer. I just want to know if… you like doing it, and why."
"I love it."
"That's great to hear... Why?"
"I know not everyone would agree, but it's fun. Plus you are so… appreciative."
"Why? What feelings do you have while doing it that make it fun for you?"
"You might not like my answer."
"Jess, I just want honesty. Please, tell me: Why?"
"Sam, you are so gentle and considerate, but still very… imposing. I'm not going to say dominating because you're not; that's not your personality at all. But your build, your presence, it is commanding and impressive. I'm not a shrinking violet but you are still the alpha here… When I blow you, I feel like I have all your authority. I am commanding and impressive; I am your alpha." She blushed "It's why I don't do it very often, I figured you wouldn't like that feeling of submission and I'm guessing it's why you never ask me to… Was I right?"
"No! I love when you are… orating…" he blushed. "I feel like you have total control over me and I love that feeling of giving myself up to you, like I am saying I'm yours wholly. The reason I never ask is because I thought women looked at giving blowjobs as a kind of submissive position. I never wanted to make you feel like I want to dominate you."
"Well, I think we should have had this talk a year and a half ago!" Jess smiled and added "What about you giving oral sex? You haven't done it much, maybe a handful of times… You are absolutely great at it, so I don't think you did it out of guilt…"
"I'm good at it? Really? You liked it when…"
"Like you don't know!?" She looked at his big puppy dog eyes and realized no, he didn't know. "Sam when you've gone down on me, you've totally ravaged me. I was screaming my orgasms, remember."
A smile spread across his face and his eyes flashed with passion "I remember... But, I also remember how I totally lose control; you ask me to slow down, let you get your breath, beg for a break. I don't; I just keep going and set you off again." He looked ashamed. "I pushed you every time; I'm a bully."
"First off, I never said 'no' or 'stop'. I know if I had, you would've quit. Look at me Sam." He moved his shameful expression to her eyes. "You were never a bully, you were tenacious. You were amazing. When I asked to slow down it was because I didn't think I had another orgasm left; you knew one was there and gave it to me. That is resilience; it's pushing in a very, very good way."
"But-"
"No, buts! I felt totally ravaged. That's why I love it when you go down on me. I feel like, like I give you all of me and you'll never get enough of me. You always find more when I think I've given you everything. Oral sex makes me feel wanted, desired in such a different way. Like you're hungry for me and I satisfy you, but you'll always have that hunger."
"Doesn't that make me selfish - you give me everything and I take more?"
She dat up and a smirk overtook her beautiful lips. "Your Honor, by definition, I did not give everything if Mr. Winchester found more." She giggled and waived her finger playfully "I ask the court to consider this man as an oral sex aficionado! Sam Winchester is not selfish as he'd have you believe; he is selfless, giving away all those orgasms! He's practically a saint! The defense rests."
Sam grinned and said "I shall prove that I, Sam Winchester, am in fact a greedy jerk while performing oral sex and I do it for my own benefit. The defense says I am selfless, but you won't agree after my testimony of why I love to perform oral acts upon this beautiful woman!"
"Please, present your case counselor."
Sam stopped giggling, raised his right hand and said "I swear to tell the whole truth. I am totally selfish. I want all you have to give, I want everything. Penetration doesn't let me feel you as absolutely as when…" He paused and hung his head, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"As when what, Mr. Winchester?" Jess raised her voice playfully "As when what?"
"I object! You're badgering the witness!"
"Order! Order! The witness must finish his statement!" She banged her hand on the mattress "Mr. Winchester, please continue. Penetration doesn't let you feel me as absolutely as when what?"
"As when you come in my face!" Sam shouted then covered his eyes and pretended to cry. Sudden;y his demeanor changed. HIs expression became lusty and unremorseful. He began again, this time his voice was calm and sultry. "I know it's for me, Jess, you are coming for me and it's addictive. When I taste you, I want more. When you moan for me, I want more. When you writhe for me, more. More of your orgasms for me. All I want is more… more of you." Sam's voice became increasingly suggestive as he finished his 'testimony'.
"All the jury heard is more orgasms! Sam Winchester is free to perform oral sex on Jessica Moore whenever he wants! Court is adjourned!"
"Oh. God. Sam. Seriously. I think I blacked out for a minute there. Why didn't you ever ask me about oral sex before? And where did that conversation even come from?"
"I was fifteen; it was one of the weirdest almost-serious talks I ever had with Dean… I'd forgotten all about it until we were lying here…"
"What's his number?"
"You want to call him? You wanna say 'thanks' or something?" Sam laughed.
"I'm gonna call him and say 'thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyout hankyou-thankyou-thankyou-thaaank-yoou-thaaank-yoo u-ohhh-myy-gggod-thaaaank-yooooou'."
"No way… He would enjoy hearing that way too much. Let's just send him a fruit basket..."
A/N There is still one more chapter. Dean is going to tell someone his 'Why'. Seriously I would love some reviews for these chapters.