MY CAT.
I think we found my cat.
The only thing is, that she's in Cochrane. She was found near Cochrane Ranch on the same day I lost her. I have *NO* clue, if it is her, how she got there.
But LOOK.
It's her. It's her. I KNOW it's her. That's the picture the Cochrane Humane Society put up. It's the picture they pu up. It's her.
Look, look:
YOU TELL ME ITS NOT HER. Mom won't believe me. She says there's a hundred differnet cats out there who look like Shoe. I said that they don't all have that white droolspot like her. I said that they didn't all have that black patch on her nose. She doesn't believe me. She says that there's no WAY she could get to Cochrane. I blame God. Or somebody trying to take the cat, either for themselves, to be mean, or trying to do something good, which would've been taking them to the Humane Society.
What's mroe, mom says that if it IS her, she's NOT taking home a pregnant cat, if she IS pregnant, and there will be fees, fees that she's not willing to pay. Fees I can't pay. She's not even willing to0 take me to Cigrobmbbf sfsChochrona COCHRANE to even see her today, because she doesn't thik THINK it's her. She says maybe tomorrow. I think with the way she's talking, maybe never.
She's always been lookingws for an opportunity to get rid of my cat.
The job interview today went really well. It lasted for almost an hour. The woman's name is Christie, and she really wants me to join the team. But because the job's government sponsored, i have to be approved by the government as a worker first. She said that she has to send my application to them first, and then she can give me a thumbs up and a welcome aboard handshake. And anyway, the job won't start till the fourteenth-fifteenth, so there's no WAY i can bring her home in that time period. I won't even SEE a paycheque until the 28th.
Why is my mother holding my cat against me.
Not only that, but on top of that, mom says that they'll probably won't let her go until she's spayed (which is bullshit; it just means that MOM won't take her home until she's fixed, AND TO HELL WITH THE KITTENS IF SHE *IS* PREGNANT) and basically, she's forcing me to choose between having a cat, even if I got some money lined up, or possibly killing kittens. I'm so hurt and torn apart that this is happening. I really don't know what else to say.
I need about a half hour to chill. I'm freaking myself out. Some time alone and then I'll probably call Sam, because, she's home today, isn't isn't she? She is, I think.
SHOE.
MOTHER I'LL MNEVERV FORIGVE YOU. FIRST NIKKI, NOW THIS. MOM YOU CANT DO THIS. I KNOW YOU HATE HER BUT YOU CANT DO THIS. MOM, YOU CANT. PLEASE.
Maybe I'm making alot out of nothing. She can't be that could hearted. She can't. I told her that fuck the money, i'd give her a whole paycheque if I had to just don't PLEASE DONT FORGET MY CAT. Knowing her, she'll feel guilty for saying that and will take me to get her, tomorrow. She knows this cat is the only reason I still live here, that and being unemployed. I know I can, probably will, get her back. Mom's in a mood today. She says stupid crap and acts selfish and changes her mind afterwards.
Please mom change your mind.
I'm going to go lie down for a minute.
I need to go get a kleenex or something.
The only thing is, that she's in Cochrane. She was found near Cochrane Ranch on the same day I lost her. I have *NO* clue, if it is her, how she got there.
But LOOK.
It's her. It's her. I KNOW it's her. That's the picture the Cochrane Humane Society put up. It's the picture they pu up. It's her.
Look, look:
YOU TELL ME ITS NOT HER. Mom won't believe me. She says there's a hundred differnet cats out there who look like Shoe. I said that they don't all have that white droolspot like her. I said that they didn't all have that black patch on her nose. She doesn't believe me. She says that there's no WAY she could get to Cochrane. I blame God. Or somebody trying to take the cat, either for themselves, to be mean, or trying to do something good, which would've been taking them to the Humane Society.
What's mroe, mom says that if it IS her, she's NOT taking home a pregnant cat, if she IS pregnant, and there will be fees, fees that she's not willing to pay. Fees I can't pay. She's not even willing to0 take me to Cigrobmbbf sfsChochrona COCHRANE to even see her today, because she doesn't thik THINK it's her. She says maybe tomorrow. I think with the way she's talking, maybe never.
She's always been lookingws for an opportunity to get rid of my cat.
The job interview today went really well. It lasted for almost an hour. The woman's name is Christie, and she really wants me to join the team. But because the job's government sponsored, i have to be approved by the government as a worker first. She said that she has to send my application to them first, and then she can give me a thumbs up and a welcome aboard handshake. And anyway, the job won't start till the fourteenth-fifteenth, so there's no WAY i can bring her home in that time period. I won't even SEE a paycheque until the 28th.
Why is my mother holding my cat against me.
Not only that, but on top of that, mom says that they'll probably won't let her go until she's spayed (which is bullshit; it just means that MOM won't take her home until she's fixed, AND TO HELL WITH THE KITTENS IF SHE *IS* PREGNANT) and basically, she's forcing me to choose between having a cat, even if I got some money lined up, or possibly killing kittens. I'm so hurt and torn apart that this is happening. I really don't know what else to say.
I need about a half hour to chill. I'm freaking myself out. Some time alone and then I'll probably call Sam, because, she's home today, isn't isn't she? She is, I think.
SHOE.
MOTHER I'LL MNEVERV FORIGVE YOU. FIRST NIKKI, NOW THIS. MOM YOU CANT DO THIS. I KNOW YOU HATE HER BUT YOU CANT DO THIS. MOM, YOU CANT. PLEASE.
Maybe I'm making alot out of nothing. She can't be that could hearted. She can't. I told her that fuck the money, i'd give her a whole paycheque if I had to just don't PLEASE DONT FORGET MY CAT. Knowing her, she'll feel guilty for saying that and will take me to get her, tomorrow. She knows this cat is the only reason I still live here, that and being unemployed. I know I can, probably will, get her back. Mom's in a mood today. She says stupid crap and acts selfish and changes her mind afterwards.
Please mom change your mind.
I'm going to go lie down for a minute.
I need to go get a kleenex or something.