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Blah...break room
Today my work schedule is AMAZING ...i had one hour at the visitor center, and then all the rest are either faneuil hall desk which is NOTHING or my "online training" which i already finished..which means that today im basically doing absolutely nothing.
This also probably has something to do with the fact that the summer season techinically starts today at work and we have like 15 people on the schedule. Yesssss.
I also get texting back today ! I'm legit really really excited about it..i love text messages, haha and i hadn't had them for like.. 6 months.
Sooo I got into the fist legit fight ive ever been in with my best friend Joseph...we'll be fine.. just annoying / weird. Whatever..basically me feeling like i feed/bathe/shelter/clothe/pay for his existence 24/7 and listen to him bitch about people that he later ignores me in front of. I sound like a whiny brat and I don't care.
So basically I got pissed and honestly, i feel like it takes a lot to get me pissed so I was like really worked up and it was so stupid, and on the drive home I called GREG of all people ..dont even ask me why..like dont...because I haven't spoken to him in FIVE months. But I called, and I let it ring once and then I hung up because I felt stupid, but he called back.
I honestly think I called because I've been thinking about him a lot (not like in an I LOVE YOU!! way), but in the way that like.. we used to be friends and now we dont speak.
So yeah..he called back and we legit just CAUGHT UP on so many things..he told me about his new apartment and job and I just rambled about everything in my life as usual. But the conversation actually went really well and surprisingly there was absolutely no hositility and it was like i was really talking to an old friend... so after that convo I felt really good..maybe we'll even get together or something...whoooo knows. It just felt really nice to be able to be at this point and also be on decent terms with an ex rather than have SO MUCH hostility and irrational behavior. GO ME. He also convinced me that I should have enough confidence in Joey and I's friendship to know that everythings gonna be fine..which it obviously is.
So yeah im basically just putting it all out there in this entry...i donnnnt even care
Tomorrow im leaving for New York City with my mom and Diana ! Diana has orientation at Pace and my mom didn't wanna stay in the hotel alone so I'm going with her...we're gonna see Spring Awakening and I am SO EXCITED FOR IT. Aaaaah!
I guess I don't really have much else to say, and I hafta go over to the Faneuil Hall desk right now. I'm also wearing a ranger VEST today..switching it up a little. ha. ok bye
Today my work schedule is AMAZING ...i had one hour at the visitor center, and then all the rest are either faneuil hall desk which is NOTHING or my "online training" which i already finished..which means that today im basically doing absolutely nothing.
This also probably has something to do with the fact that the summer season techinically starts today at work and we have like 15 people on the schedule. Yesssss.
I also get texting back today ! I'm legit really really excited about it..i love text messages, haha and i hadn't had them for like.. 6 months.
Sooo I got into the fist legit fight ive ever been in with my best friend Joseph...we'll be fine.. just annoying / weird. Whatever..basically me feeling like i feed/bathe/shelter/clothe/pay for his existence 24/7 and listen to him bitch about people that he later ignores me in front of. I sound like a whiny brat and I don't care.
So basically I got pissed and honestly, i feel like it takes a lot to get me pissed so I was like really worked up and it was so stupid, and on the drive home I called GREG of all people ..dont even ask me why..like dont...because I haven't spoken to him in FIVE months. But I called, and I let it ring once and then I hung up because I felt stupid, but he called back.
I honestly think I called because I've been thinking about him a lot (not like in an I LOVE YOU!! way), but in the way that like.. we used to be friends and now we dont speak.
So yeah..he called back and we legit just CAUGHT UP on so many things..he told me about his new apartment and job and I just rambled about everything in my life as usual. But the conversation actually went really well and surprisingly there was absolutely no hositility and it was like i was really talking to an old friend... so after that convo I felt really good..maybe we'll even get together or something...whoooo knows. It just felt really nice to be able to be at this point and also be on decent terms with an ex rather than have SO MUCH hostility and irrational behavior. GO ME. He also convinced me that I should have enough confidence in Joey and I's friendship to know that everythings gonna be fine..which it obviously is.
So yeah im basically just putting it all out there in this entry...i donnnnt even care
Tomorrow im leaving for New York City with my mom and Diana ! Diana has orientation at Pace and my mom didn't wanna stay in the hotel alone so I'm going with her...we're gonna see Spring Awakening and I am SO EXCITED FOR IT. Aaaaah!
I guess I don't really have much else to say, and I hafta go over to the Faneuil Hall desk right now. I'm also wearing a ranger VEST today..switching it up a little. ha. ok bye