WHY is there lightning and thunder right now?!?
soo MAYBE i should update this...MAYBE. because it hasnt been 3 months or anything. the past 3 months have been....INTENSE i guess. ive managed to go from loving life one day to hating everyone the next to getting pissed off at EVERYONE and then getting over it all in 2 seconds. ive been let down a few times by several different people on different occasions and it was beginning to seem like it was ONE THING after the next for me. anyone who knew me in high school will tell you i have NEVER been an unhappy person, and thats how i was starting to feel lately and i was HATING it and i didnt know what was going on. however, ive realized that there was one point in my life where i was completely happy, and there is one person who genuinely does care about and would do ANYTHING for me and i was pushing him away for reasons UNKNOWN. anyway...after MANY discussions...im giving it a second chance. i hope i take crap for it from alllllll of you..i hope i do. lol , but i honestly feel like im making the right decision for me right now. things were different then and theyll be different now and right now its better than it ever was.
THAT BEING said..i miss allll my friends so much and i CANNOT wait to see you guys on thanksgiving <3<3<3 i have a license now...so i can pack us all in the federico fam van and itll be amaaazinnggg
and my friends at school are amazing and im SO glad all of you were there when i was in an annoyed/depressed mood everyday for like three weeks.
also..im seeing coheed friday and i cant waiiiiiit ! honestly im so excited for it i cant even deal
ALSO..i need a general opinion.. should i continue growing my hair OR cut it/maintain the length??????
1)Who is the last person you high-fived?
omgg i dont know. i wish i did though
2)If you were drafted into a war, would you serve?
ehhh i doubt it unless i absolutely HAD TO
3)Do you sleep with the tv on?
i did in the summer..now i have my HAWAIIAN BREEZE to "condition" the noise in the room.
4)Have you ever wheezed the juice?
5)Have you ever won a spelling bee?
yes ! actually
6)Have you ever been stung by a bee?
Once when i was two and i picked up a bee out of my pool
7)How fast can you type?
idk..fast-ish
8)Are you afraid of the dark?
yesss when im by myself
9)What color are your socks?
white
10)Have you ever made out at a drive-in?
nope
11)When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
uhh..sophomore year?
12)Do you knock on wood?
when i remember to
13)Do you floss daily?
when im home
14)Do you wanna Fanta?
hahahah this reminds me of lab..and kaylen<3<3
15)Can you hula hoop?
not at alll
16)Are you good at keeping secrets?
sometimes
17)What do you want for Christmas?
a car ! i probably wont get it though
18)Do you know the Muffin Man?
yes
19)Do you talk in your sleep?
i dont think so...my roomate says yes
20)Who wrote the book of love?
suckit
21)Have you ever flown a kite?
yess
22)Do you wish on your fallen lashes?
when other people remind me to
23)Do you whiten your teeth?
i tried once and i couldnt drink anyyything ..so not anymore.
24)Can you smell what the Rock is cooking?
hahahha
25)Have you ever asked for a pony?
no ive always hated animals
26)Have you, or would you ever, donate sperm/eggs?
yeah id donate my sperm
27)Can you juggle?
nope
28)Do you wanna know a secret?
uughhh i hate these questions
29)If you could enact any new law, what would it be?
that people would be betrothed at birth..not even lying
30)Do the chickens have large talons?
shutup
31)If you had only enough energy left in you for one last smile, who would you give it to?
hmmmm
32)Are you ready to rumble?
no
33)Can you count to Schfifty-Five?
no.
34)Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
nope..i got a super d session in 7th grade though !! because i was badass
35)How do you spell relief?
36)Have you ever crawled through a window?
yes MANY times..i always lock myself out of the house
37)Have you ever eaten dog food?
nope
38)Can you handle the truth?
i guess.
39)Do you like green eggs and ham?
yesss my mom used to make it for me and diiii
40)Who is your daddy, and what does he do?
Paul Fed ! he pipefits
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1)What stickers do you have on your car, if any? i dont have a car
2)What posters do you have in your room? Rent and that is IT
3) What do you hear right now? blink 182..lol
4) If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be? chocolate chai from some place in downtown salem..so good
5) Does anything hurt on your body right now? nope
6) If someone you hated died, would you laugh and spit on their grave? nooo ..i dont like the idea of that ..lol
7) What's your job position called? b!tch
8) What size ring do you wear? idk??
9) do you own a picture phone? i dont own ANY phone right now. lets not discuss it.
10) What's your bf/gf's birthday? January 17, 1987
11) What was your elementary school's mascot? elementary school?? mascot???
12) What's your favorite bottled water? ice mountain !
13) What's the next concert/show you're going to and when? COHEED- friday !!!
14) What were you doing at 9 pm last night? IT
15) What's your favorite Starbucks drink? caramel apple cider OR caramel macchiato
16) Do you exercise as much as you should? NO
17) Did you attend your High School prom? two...they were okay i guess.
18) Did you go to someone else's prom? yeah
19) Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you? my first instinct is to say no...but honestly..probably..and it depends on the circumstances.
SOME STRANGE QUESTIONS:
Something purple within 5 feet of you: the other computer chair
The sexiest thing you wear: jeans lol
If the Matrix existed, would you want to know? i guess?
How long can you hold your breath underwater? like a minute..maybe.
Favorite Pocky flavor: ??? what the H is a pocky
The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave? i hate microwaves. im ANTI-microwave
Ever done the Electric Slide? NO
How much Japanese do you know? i know people that know japanese
Sparkly things? <3<3 7th grade <3<3
Ever crash a car, been in accidents? nope
Do you look good in yellow? not really
Do you sing? lately ALL the time
Ever sang in front of a crowd? yes
Do you dance? thhhhhhhhaats funny.
Is your hair long enough to chew on? yes, and i just tried it
Least favorite color? light blue
Favorite kind of pizza? eggplant and pesto with no cheese from bertuccis
Ever had Dippin' Dots? yesss
Ever played an instrument? nope im boring
How old were you when you got a cell phone? 14
How old were you when you got your first car? NEVER age
How many tickets do you have? none
How long have you been driving? i got my license 3 weeks ago !
How many parking tickets? nOne
Do you own your own car? NO can we stop talking about it
What kind of car is it? i hate you
How old were you when you had your first kiss? 16
How old were you when you had your First “official” date? 16
How old were you when you had your first REAL boyfriend/girlfriend? 16... a pattern here????
Ever been in love? i guess so..i dont even know
Do you want to get married? yeah
At what age do you want to get married? before 30
Have you ever been married? YES
At what age do you want to have kids? idk whatever..not now
How many kids? 1..or 3..NOT 2
Do you believe in divorce? if its NECESSARY yeah
Do you have an air freshner in your car? MY FAMILY VAN does
Do you have plants in your room? nope
Name of an actor or actress in the last porno you watched? ???
Last piece of mail opened: halloween card from my aunt ! <33
What city was your last taxi cab ride in? salem to the cvs in swampscott
Ever had a H2O massage? NO i wanna
Do you believe in Big Foot? yes !
Ever been to a palm reader: no i wanna do that too !
Last Pez dispenser you purchased? omggg i think i bought an easter bunny one last year..idk
Have you had sex in your current car? can we STOP TALKING about "MY current car"
did you have a good weekend? i DID actually
Current yearning: bed, shower
Last dessert you had: pumpkin bread my mom made !
Have you ever had a black eye? yes when i was two ! i walked into the table
How is today going for you? iight..i havent changed out of pajamas.
Any plans for tonight? nope
Ever photograph something that was dead? like a dead tree?? or a dead PLANT?? haha..im witty !
Are you ready for Halloween? haha SO READY for next year
Ever given someone a Full-Body oil massage? lol no..i cant ever picture myself doing that
Do you find Smurfette sexy? YES
Current disappointment: people in general..haha ..NEVERMind.