my wrists are bruised.
2:00 pm, Dec 22, 2003.
you have the right to remain silent.
anything you say can and will be used against you in the court of law.
property seized.
everything searched.
humiliation.
put in hand cuffs for the next 20 minutes.
pure agony.
fall out of cop car, lifted by the cuffs and pushed back in.
crowd staring in awe.
little kids pointing and staring.
fingerprints, interrogation, locked up, warrant.
cigarettes taken and destroyed in front of my face.
*
*
2 days before christmas.
could life get any worse.
fuck this shit.
im so sick of it and ive only lived 17 years of it.
sad.
good thing my parents are being cool.
its funny to a point.
then its tears of stupidity.
*
*
anyways Merry Christmas to everyone.
hopefully everyone has a better break than mine.
got a job at leos...start saturday!
jenny thanks for the lift.
we need to set up plans for new years eve..
im so excited for OCC. no one even knows.
i just want to get the fuck out of here.
anyways...
im out.
good nite.
i love my boyfriend.
<3 ashley.
*******
:x: name = Ashley
:x: piercings = 6
:x: tattoos = not yet
:x: height= 5'3"
:x: shoe size = 8
:x: hair color = brown/blonde
:x: siblings = 2 younger sisters
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Lock-down.
:x: movie you bought = bad boys 2
:x: song you listened to = outkast
:x: song that was stuck in your head = suga suga
:x: cd you bought = no idea.
:x: cd you listened to = G-unit
:x: person you've called = sergant in training at OCPD
:x: person that's called you = my boyfriend.
:x: tv show you've watched = office space
:x: person you were thinking of = my hunnie.
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yes sir.
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = fuck yea.
:x: you think about suicide = i have
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = ive been told.
:x: you want more piercings = quite possibly.
:x: you like cleaning = especially if im pissed.
:x: you like roller coasters = yea
:x: you write in cursive or print = i do both in the same word.
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = depends how loyal each other was.
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = depends on who.
:x: teenage smoking = for
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = against.
:x: soap operas = just some more drama.
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= a few
:x: ever cried over a boy = a few
:x: ever lied to someone = quite often.
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yea but not for blood.
:x: ever been arrested = ...
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = herbal essences.
:x: shoes do you wear = dc
:x: are you scared of = spiders, death, never getting out of here.
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= 1
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 1
:x: of hearts I have broken? = 1
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2-shane/catherine
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? a few
:x: of scars on my body? = some here and there
:x: of things in my past that I regret? =
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - i think i am my own worst critic
:x: funny - sometimes
:x: hot -
:x: friendly - when i care to be
:x: amusing - can be
:x: ugly -
:x: caring - too caring
favorite:
5 letter word: bitch
actor/actress: brad pitt/julia roberts,sandra bullock
Candy: snickers/resees
Cartoon: the proud family
Cereal: corn pops
Chewing gum: i can remember the name
Color(s): baby blue and pink
Color nail polish: i dont wear it
Day of week: saturday
Least fave day: Mondays
Flower: daisy
Jello flavor: rasberry
Jewelry: my tiffanys bracelet
Special skills/talents:
Summer/Winter: summer
Trampolines or swimming pools: trampoline
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: shane
Made you cry: myself
You went to the movies with: my hunnie
Yelled at you: my mom/dad
Sent you an email: no clue
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: yes
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: yes, i was a big fan
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: definently not
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: no
Been to California: yes
Hawaii: no
China: no
Canada: Yes
Europe: no
Asia: No
South America: no
Australia: No
Wished you were the opposite sex: yes, all the time
What time is it now?: 12:54 am
Apples or bananas?: bananas
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: Target
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: sleep
What was the last meal you ate?: ice cream at shanes
High school or college?: college has got to be better than this bull shit.
Are you bored?: yes
Last noise you heard?: the heater kicking on
Last smell you sniffed?: bowling balls
Last time you went out of state/province?: the week before thanksgiving when we went to califonia
|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes, 2
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: loyalty
|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: ...
Do you speak any other languages?: semi french
Last book you read: still reading the lipstick chronicles
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my vase, my bed, my new lamp, my beads, my picture
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: my temper, my habits, and some other things unknown...
Worst feeling in the world:
Who you love: SHANE
|| You ||
Nickname(s): ash, hunnie
Initials: amu
How old do you look?: some say 18 or 19
How old do you act?: 18 or 19
Glasses/Contacts: both
Do you have any pets?: yea
You get embarrassed: oh yea
What makes you happy?: my boy, the future, my car
What upsets you?:
|| Finish the sentence: ||
I'm Annoyed by... everyone
I Want to Be... gone
I Would Never... made those mistakes
I'd Rather...... never have been born
I Am Tired of... everyone
I Will Always be... better than you
*all b/c of those black, furry, dearfoams...damn.
you have the right to remain silent.
anything you say can and will be used against you in the court of law.
property seized.
everything searched.
humiliation.
put in hand cuffs for the next 20 minutes.
pure agony.
fall out of cop car, lifted by the cuffs and pushed back in.
crowd staring in awe.
little kids pointing and staring.
fingerprints, interrogation, locked up, warrant.
cigarettes taken and destroyed in front of my face.
*
*
2 days before christmas.
could life get any worse.
fuck this shit.
im so sick of it and ive only lived 17 years of it.
sad.
good thing my parents are being cool.
its funny to a point.
then its tears of stupidity.
*
*
anyways Merry Christmas to everyone.
hopefully everyone has a better break than mine.
got a job at leos...start saturday!
jenny thanks for the lift.
we need to set up plans for new years eve..
im so excited for OCC. no one even knows.
i just want to get the fuck out of here.
anyways...
im out.
good nite.
i love my boyfriend.
<3 ashley.
*******
:x: name = Ashley
:x: piercings = 6
:x: tattoos = not yet
:x: height= 5'3"
:x: shoe size = 8
:x: hair color = brown/blonde
:x: siblings = 2 younger sisters
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Lock-down.
:x: movie you bought = bad boys 2
:x: song you listened to = outkast
:x: song that was stuck in your head = suga suga
:x: cd you bought = no idea.
:x: cd you listened to = G-unit
:x: person you've called = sergant in training at OCPD
:x: person that's called you = my boyfriend.
:x: tv show you've watched = office space
:x: person you were thinking of = my hunnie.
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yes sir.
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = fuck yea.
:x: you think about suicide = i have
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = ive been told.
:x: you want more piercings = quite possibly.
:x: you like cleaning = especially if im pissed.
:x: you like roller coasters = yea
:x: you write in cursive or print = i do both in the same word.
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = depends how loyal each other was.
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = depends on who.
:x: teenage smoking = for
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = against.
:x: soap operas = just some more drama.
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= a few
:x: ever cried over a boy = a few
:x: ever lied to someone = quite often.
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yea but not for blood.
:x: ever been arrested = ...
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = herbal essences.
:x: shoes do you wear = dc
:x: are you scared of = spiders, death, never getting out of here.
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= 1
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 1
:x: of hearts I have broken? = 1
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2-shane/catherine
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? a few
:x: of scars on my body? = some here and there
:x: of things in my past that I regret? =
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - i think i am my own worst critic
:x: funny - sometimes
:x: hot -
:x: friendly - when i care to be
:x: amusing - can be
:x: ugly -
:x: caring - too caring
favorite:
5 letter word: bitch
actor/actress: brad pitt/julia roberts,sandra bullock
Candy: snickers/resees
Cartoon: the proud family
Cereal: corn pops
Chewing gum: i can remember the name
Color(s): baby blue and pink
Color nail polish: i dont wear it
Day of week: saturday
Least fave day: Mondays
Flower: daisy
Jello flavor: rasberry
Jewelry: my tiffanys bracelet
Special skills/talents:
Summer/Winter: summer
Trampolines or swimming pools: trampoline
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: shane
Made you cry: myself
You went to the movies with: my hunnie
Yelled at you: my mom/dad
Sent you an email: no clue
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: yes
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: yes, i was a big fan
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: definently not
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: no
Been to California: yes
Hawaii: no
China: no
Canada: Yes
Europe: no
Asia: No
South America: no
Australia: No
Wished you were the opposite sex: yes, all the time
What time is it now?: 12:54 am
Apples or bananas?: bananas
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: Target
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: sleep
What was the last meal you ate?: ice cream at shanes
High school or college?: college has got to be better than this bull shit.
Are you bored?: yes
Last noise you heard?: the heater kicking on
Last smell you sniffed?: bowling balls
Last time you went out of state/province?: the week before thanksgiving when we went to califonia
|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes, 2
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: loyalty
|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: ...
Do you speak any other languages?: semi french
Last book you read: still reading the lipstick chronicles
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my vase, my bed, my new lamp, my beads, my picture
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: my temper, my habits, and some other things unknown...
Worst feeling in the world:
Who you love: SHANE
|| You ||
Nickname(s): ash, hunnie
Initials: amu
How old do you look?: some say 18 or 19
How old do you act?: 18 or 19
Glasses/Contacts: both
Do you have any pets?: yea
You get embarrassed: oh yea
What makes you happy?: my boy, the future, my car
What upsets you?:
|| Finish the sentence: ||
I'm Annoyed by... everyone
I Want to Be... gone
I Would Never... made those mistakes
I'd Rather...... never have been born
I Am Tired of... everyone
I Will Always be... better than you
*all b/c of those black, furry, dearfoams...damn.