Aug 23, 2003 15:34
B L A H !
i hate these bull-shit "life will get better" speeches.
life sucks right about now.
trying to keep myself from destruction let alone stayin sane.
fuck a bunch of this...
i hate the fights.
when will it get better.
i love you too much to let go of.
but we need some help.
thank you for holding on and not letting me go.
that wouldve been the worst mistake of my life.
you are my life.
i love every minute were together and hate every minute were apart.
last night i was miserable and worried.
you are my hope and will to keep pushing foward,
i am in love with the best guy there is..
copped outta work today.
yikes.
they knew my mom lied.
i feel i will be job-hunting again very soon..
school is so far so good.
great classes-no complaints.
was told i look "so skinney now"..
not sure if i should take that as a compliment or not.
hm.
had a blast yesterday with shane jessie catherine jenna and bianca.
fun times in the berretta.
stil have 10 or so beers to drink tonight.
shall be interesting.
probably skunked as fuck.
but oh well.
my $10 will not go to waste.
last night chilled with tommy, kim, and her girls.
it was fun.
i didnt think i would ever chill with kim without shane but i had fun.
one night were gonna ship the guys off and me her and tommy are gonna get drunk...lol.
going to kohls for clothes ina few.
..just giving it time to recooperate.
the bus moves out.
<3 ashley.
***** ** ******* **** *** **!
ha.