meaps are over!

[splooge69816]

woot woot.
what a sure waste of my time.

it looks like its going to rain.
that makes me so upset b/c ive had this little surprise to give *her* today.
:(
i hope things dont get screwd up?!

today is the first day for the rest of our time here in michigan..
i hate it.
but you gotta do what you gotta do.
and itll benefit in the end.
i hope.

i learned how to drive a stick last night!!
im still in awe.
it was so much easier than i thought.
fun too.
although last night didnt go as planned i had a nice night.

**hunnie thanks for the talk last night.
it meant alot.
i hope youre home from work before i go tonight.
if not, ill see you around 9ish.
i love you.

tonight: surprise, psychologist appt., family time, movie, sleep.
alot to do in one night...

i seriously havent gotten enough sleep.
i feel sick alot lately and miserable and i never want to do anything but the necessities...
it sucks.
let me tell you.

this weekend:
mall.
sleep.
shane.
friends.
work...alittle.
mothers day.

**im here in reality, in fantasy im far far away wishing i never knew this hell we call life. minus an exception.

well im out.
<3 ashley.

ps. 36 more days til summer!!