the first blast of the trumpet

[splitpersonlty]

against the monstrous regiment of women.

people never cease to amaze me.
i never cease to amaze myself. brain aneurisms.

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

if everyone you know leaves, why do you stay?
how did you do that?
"just because we're speaking, doesn't mean its all sunshine and rainbows"
remember? no, that was before you existed.

i am fucked.