Nov 05, 2008 22:02
i am smitten. i am entranced. i have been displaced. i feel like i have supernatural powers.
ainsley and i met just over 2 months ago. almost every night has been spent enchanting each other with our tenderness, with our sillyness, with our scents and caresses, in each others arms. we have a wonderful world together.
is there 'a one'? cause i feel like this is it. like i wonder sometimes though if i need a sanity check. i've never felt anything quite like this. all of my boundaries and borders and emotional management devices are breached or broken.
it's all terrifyingly euphoric.
we talk about kids and homes and lives and such quite often. it makes sense like nothing has made sense to me before.