My life sucks

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It seems everyone that I know has a stable job, is getting married, has money, and is happy, and that I'm getting left behind. I am so sick of not getting called when I think I'm going to get called, and when I do get called, it's a "We were very impressed, but not impressed enough. All the best on your job search." I've been working my butt off, living at home, with people yelling at me about my job and money situation... and now with it being only a couple of weeks before school starts, am faced with the possibility of having to sub yet again... something I do NOT want to do because I hate it so much. Subbing is NOT teaching. I didn't go to college and attain a substitute teaching degree.

When is it my turn for success? My patience is wearing very thin.