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[shootah]

[ It's dark. She knows everyone is asleep, but so many strange things have been happening to her lately, she can barely focus on the present, or try to sleep herself. The woman entering her dreams. Claire proposing. It's all strange, and new, and she doesn't know where her place in it all is. Shooter feels like a reed being swayed by winds that won

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voice;

[loudmouthing]

Go with what's got the best outcome for you.

voice;

[shootah]

That is how you live?

voice;

[loudmouthing]

Yep. Some argue that it's selfish and narcissistic, but in the end, I'm living my life for me. Shouldn't I be happy?

voice;

[shootah]

If that's what you want, and you are getting it, then yes.

voice;

[loudmouthing]

Exactly. So make the decision that makes you happy, regardless of the sacrifice needed.

voice;

[shootah]

It's like, what do they call it- "leaps of faith"?

voice;

[loudmouthing]

Not quite. Leaps of faith involve a lot more risk.

Why so philosophical anyway, cutie?

voice;

[shootah]

[ 'cutie'... ]

This decision feels like a risk.

I was asked a very serious question, and I don't know how to answer it yet.

voice;

[loudmouthing]

[SHHH DON'T JUDGE HIM.]

Ah. Sounds like a dilemma. What's in it for you?

voice;

[shootah]

[ a pregnant pause, and then- ]

Validation.

voice;

[loudmouthing]

Of? You? Your worth? Your life?

voice;

[shootah]

Those may all be one and the same thing once I know my answer.

voice;

[loudmouthing]

Delightfully vague. I like that.

voice;

[shootah]

[ she seems to be attracting a lot of boys' attention. what is this. ]

Am I really so interesting to people...?

voice;

[loudmouthing]

[You're a cute girl asking questions. How could you not?]

You interesting to me. Most people don't think about this kind of stuff.

voice;

[shootah]

I wonder why people don't ask more questions.

Maybe humans always think they understand everything.