sweet, sweet irony
I just logged into mySLC for the first time in months
turns out I have a housing lottery number
that lottery number - 035
(the lower the better, highest possible is 380 or so)
stands to reason that the number I get on the year I can't use it is ridiculously good.
plus, if I hadn't been such a bonehead, there's a chance we could have used it towards getting a Slonim.
lately, for some odd reason, I've found myself struggling with an emotion that is pretty much foreign to me - regret.
I'm scared I won't make it back in; that my letter won't make it in time (I express-mailed it on the ninth, shoulda been there Wednesday), that they'll reject me.
looking back on the year of Andrews 207 and having only been there for a few weeks is heartbreaking.
the people are still the same, but it's like...
I don't know how to explain it.
a big part of me wishes I hadn't left.
and that's getting stronger as time goes by.
I miss all of you SLC lovelies. have your fingers crossed for me.
turns out I have a housing lottery number
that lottery number - 035
(the lower the better, highest possible is 380 or so)
stands to reason that the number I get on the year I can't use it is ridiculously good.
plus, if I hadn't been such a bonehead, there's a chance we could have used it towards getting a Slonim.
lately, for some odd reason, I've found myself struggling with an emotion that is pretty much foreign to me - regret.
I'm scared I won't make it back in; that my letter won't make it in time (I express-mailed it on the ninth, shoulda been there Wednesday), that they'll reject me.
looking back on the year of Andrews 207 and having only been there for a few weeks is heartbreaking.
the people are still the same, but it's like...
I don't know how to explain it.
a big part of me wishes I hadn't left.
and that's getting stronger as time goes by.
I miss all of you SLC lovelies. have your fingers crossed for me.