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that's me. at home on my computer, in all my glory. pfft.
i cut my hair. actually carly cut it and now i have to go through this huge long drawn out process of removing the color from my hair so that i can bleach it white. then maybe dye over it, depending on how i feel about having bleached hair. i got a new lipring too. it's a little AB stud. i feel like i'm metamorphis-izing.
of course, all of everything i just wrote is too disgustingly typical of an lj-er to have writtin in my livejournal. so i'm going to try to make a point of talking about things a lot less dumb.
like how we went to the used bookstore on central ave. yesterday (which is enormous). and i actually found a section on war books, and thought to myself "hmm. if i was still talking to blake i'd probably get one of these for him". but i didn't even glance at them because war books aren't my thing. i did, however, find my niche in the computer/graphic design/art section and then again in the erotica/psychology aisle and though i had planned on getting a bunch of photography books, those were too expensive. so i ended up with a book called "the practical encyclopedia of sex and health" and some other small psychological diagnostic book. i feel like those were both useful purchases that i can make use of on a regular basis.
so i didn't go to atlanta and i'm starting to get really fed up with being home and having to deal with the never-ending tension between groups of peoples that comes hand in hand with being home. but i also feel nauseated at the thought of going back to asheville and how much money i'll have to spend on drugs and alcohol to keep from slitting my throat while i'm there.
but, i leave in just a week, now. asnd i still have to give my room a fresh cleaning because i know while i'm gone my mom will come in and do the "while you were out makeover" to it. i know my mom all too well. and then there's the "i like a boi" situation, which hasn't really amounted to anything but the good feeling from having a crush on someone, and the anticipation of knowing whether they like you back. i'm still confused, actually. and i'm kind of hoping i'll have the heart to give up soon, because i haven't gotten anything back from it at all. which sucks cause i'll probably have a bad taste in my mouth from being forward. but, whatever. pssh. like i even care.
so that's my current life situation in a nutshell.
luv.