Mar 19, 2012 10:27
So it's done. Almost at least. There will be a closeout meeting, almost surely an ugly and contentious affair. The accoutrements - the mats, the bedding, universal precaution kits, etc. - are all in the basement of our local Armory. I originally contemplated taking today off to process, but I think at this point it's still not real that I'm leaving. Not how I expected the end to be, but that is how life turns. I've learned a lot about myself over the years, found some strengths I didn't know I had as well as some weaknesses. Hopefully there is someone out there who can take this and have the joys and sorrows that come to shape you and forge a path.
Got through the day with only one bout of tears: when I thanked my friend Donny for standing alongside me over the years and keeping me sane this year. I'm sure more will come, but that will be part of the cleansing.