wierd dream!
okay so last night i had a dream that i want to tell y'all about: it was the final day at rms (for 8th graders only) and so everyone was there and i can't remember anything but me saying goodbye to brian, whispra and belle. i went up to brian and somehow we ended up hugging and so at first his hands were on my sholders with his arms extended so there was about 1 foot between us (like in 4th grade -gross music!! *cringe*!!- we were forced to do square dancing in PE and so boys and girls were still grossed out with each other so we didn't actually touch each other we held our hands about an inch away from where our hands were supposed to be so our hands were hovering in the air and not actually touching our cooty infested partners.) anyway!..( he was doing this because i don't like him and belle told him this and he thought i would not want to actually touch and certainly not embrace him.) and theni gradually turned it into a regular hug( i'm half-smiling, without teeth ) it does not last long at all quite brief and he's totally schocked but happy because it's like i forgive him (except he didn't do anything in particular; just be himself) and i feal closure and brian and i both know that we're not going to be buddies or anything but i don't hate him (and in reality i don't hate him just resent him) and then i walk over to whispra who is sitting there at a cafeteria table and i shake her hand (which has something in it like a cell phone or some kind of new tecnology. i say goodbye to everyone i'm relativly close with and i leave. but not before saying goodbye to belle. which was really wierd because we didn't even hug. we just went across the street to the flower shop and admired the flowers as we talked and laughed. then her sister came to pick her up and
will finish later
xox