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May 01, 2005 13:08

i love jazz
i love to dance to jazz
i love diana krawl's music
i love to dance to diana krawl's music in the kitchen in my bare feet while drying the dishes

i don't like homework

i just got through talking to me mum and sissy and grandma

i couldn't understand a single word grandma said but she was glad i called she had a nice 80th birthday today

mom was "fine" ...
which means that my life sucks and i wish i had never moved to england and i feel alone but it's nice talking to you and i am very stressed because your sister hates me and i am a terrable mother trying to do what's best for my kids who i love dearly.

my sister was also "fine"
which means that i hate my mother for taking me away from eveything and everyone i've ever known and loved but besides that i'm ok and mom is driving me insane with her lack of better judgement and her lcak of sanity but my birthday's tomarrow and i am trying to fill my lack of happyness with materiality and thank you for calling and i love you despite everything and i miss you.

yep that's my family.

anyway i'm "ok"
which means that i am tired and dreading my homework but i love this song so i'm gonnna go dance and sing at the top of my lungs
and i feal like having a cigarette and being super skinny and waring a sparkley silver dress... however i do not want to get cancer and i have no cigarettes and i am not skinny and i do not have a sparkely silver dress so i will light some incence and pretend that it is a cigarette.
the smoke looks amazing.

ahh...

jeff, my mom's boyfriend, asked her to marry him.
she said no
because she does not love him.

which is good for me because i do not want a step father and mom does not need another marrage
she had 4 for crist sake!!!!!

anyway...it is 74.5 degrees farenhight outside.

i wonder if my mom smokes
i wonder if you can get cancer from incence
ahh...

todles till next time
aurevoir
oh my god!
belle how do you spelle aurevoir?????????????????????
wow i can't belive i don't know that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*loves and cuddles*
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