out-pouring of emotion
I'm sick and tired of not being able to do anything. This crazy world goes on around me, and the most I can do is sit and watch. There's people I'm dying to see, but the distance is more than my everyday run. I want the element of distance to just sink into ground, and everyone becomes your next door neighbor. I can't help but think, "Could I ever make a difference? Have I actually impacted someone's life? Will anyone remember me?" I just don't know. I can't change people, no matter how hard I try. In order to change, people have to want to change. I just can't get over that. Then the answer hit me. I'm simply going to change myself.