Dec 25, 2007 00:05
i'm not doing very well, in fact i down right suck, i screwed up on his families christmas gathering, i feel so bad about it.
he is sleeping right now, i went to physical theraphy this morn and he went w/me afterwards he took me out to the olive garden. i had chili and popcorn squirting throughme all day.
yesterday i was a major mess, ........... major, starting to realize that i can't even be honest with myself and I wonder why?