Apr 05, 2005 08:55
I'm a little aggravated today. I was looking over old posts in my journal and stuff. And Im just so mad that things are the way they are right now. I mean spiritually speaking, Im doing great! Im back to leading worship and traveling with Mike again. I love all that stuff but I was looking over an old post on my cousins LJ where we all went to Bluff Point. And He says something happened that day that made him hate my BF but reading his post..... it seemed like he had a great time. He was so funny that day... everyone was. Man I just wanna have more days like that. Ya know its getting warm and its almost time to start doing things outside again. And it totally sucks cause I have nobody but Derek. We were just talking about it and how we just wish people would hang out with us. Every once in while we go out to eat with Kris and James or we go hang with Jess and Rhodni. But Where are my peeps at. Chris, and Jenny, and I even miss Catherine. We had so much fun. God was so real in ALL of our lives. Where have those days gone. I think Ill write a song about that actually.
But you know what... Im not gonna stand for it. I know exactly what the problem is and Im gonna put it right in the open for everyone to see. Cause I will not let my summer suck. I know for a fact that all of this is a tactic from the enemy to destroy really awsome relationships. And I dont know about everyone else but Im not gonna sit any more and just watch it happen. None of us (you all know if Im talking about you)have done anything bad enough to eachother to deserve our relationship being torn apart. All I know is I miss the old days, when we all just loved eachother like crazy and hung out, and just had a blast. Come on guys lets just kick this thing in the butt. There is no reason why we should be having sucky lives right now. We are still young but were old enough to be having so much fun right now. And I am going to.
Wow I feel something breaking off of me... for real... I love everyone!
Now lets have some dang fun!!!!! :0)