I send an S.O.S. to the world

[splashdance1]

I catch myself sitting in front of the window
scanning the empty view,
searching for a sign
of growth,
of new life,
of movement.

Hope flutters into my heart
and quickly fades with the last light of the day,
only to leave me searching.

I see nothing.
Only death.
And solitude.
Abandoned.
Lonlieness.
The horizon is dark.