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I think he's cheating on me with a 16 year old girl that he used to be good friends with... He says that she's his sister.. by marriage.. and so he would never do that.
I know for a fact she's 16 and he kept telling me that she's actually 17... he lied twice to me about her age...
He says he would never do that but... suddenly I'm suspicious... suddenly I'm scared that I'm just being used again...
It hurts and it hasn't even happened yet. I hate myself for being suspicious and I hate myself for getting attached too quickly.
I'm starting to wonder what the point of having an actual relationship even is.