The best of times
He had almost lived all his adult life working for HYDRA and being paid by SHIELD for half of that time. That fact alone, had always made him smile in the mornings. There´s something beautiful in being friendly with Captain America just knowing how his revered Peggy Carter just FAILED in fullfilling all her dreams. Dreams built in his name. He thought there wasn´t nothing better than that irony.
He was wrong.
This is the best.
When he was asigned to the asset´s handler team and he saw for the first time the cryogenic unit and the chair, when he realized WHO was the asset... the others didn´t knew who was the the dark haired man with the cibernetc arm, idiots all of them. There´s a reason why he´s the boss right hand. Well, that and the fact that both of them share the same hate for Steve Rogers and the same... hobbies.
There´s nothing better than to play with the asset after a sesion with the chair, play for hours and then send him to "sleep".
There´s something beautiful in the knowledge of what the asset dreams under the ice until hes woken up; his mind won´t remember after a whiping but after his missions are completed, and he´s got permission to play, the asset´s body always remembers.
But the best of all is knowing all those beautiful details and smiling to the Captain every morning.
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God, I think I made myself sick trying to write using this kind of headspace...