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I have to go to work. I don't want to.
I also got offered a job at my bank, the ladies are wonderful and they all really like me, but I don't know if I want to work at a bank. The hours would be good though and I wouldn't have to give up streetlight. Also I need the money because my mom and I got into a fight and she decided that I know how to start paying for everything on my own, not just school but insurance, (medical, dental and car) as well as my phone, and if I combine that with my internet, and gas and all that other crap I am spending money on at the moment, I will definately need it. But banks are SOOOOOOOOO boring. so painfully boring. eh I don't know what to do. If i end up getting it, I will most likely hate it. Plus I have to dress up.
My aun'ts other dog just died. It's really sad. Being there with out Emma was weird enough but no Taz now too, it's depressing. Hopefully I'll get to go see htem sometime next week.
I feel so unsettled and anxious right now and I have no idea why. This week has been so busy.But i got to go to popscene last night with maggie and laura. That was a lot of fun, I have never been to a place where they played so much good much at one time. Plus I got to show off my rediculous dance moves with out them making fun of me or anything. They are very fun people to dance with.
I feel so weird I don't want to do anything but sleep right now. I wish I could pin point why I am feeling so much anxiety over nothing. I think I am scared that I'm getting myself roped into a life I don't want.
Eh, life sucks anyway, I guess it doesn't really matter that much in the end.
I also got offered a job at my bank, the ladies are wonderful and they all really like me, but I don't know if I want to work at a bank. The hours would be good though and I wouldn't have to give up streetlight. Also I need the money because my mom and I got into a fight and she decided that I know how to start paying for everything on my own, not just school but insurance, (medical, dental and car) as well as my phone, and if I combine that with my internet, and gas and all that other crap I am spending money on at the moment, I will definately need it. But banks are SOOOOOOOOO boring. so painfully boring. eh I don't know what to do. If i end up getting it, I will most likely hate it. Plus I have to dress up.
My aun'ts other dog just died. It's really sad. Being there with out Emma was weird enough but no Taz now too, it's depressing. Hopefully I'll get to go see htem sometime next week.
I feel so unsettled and anxious right now and I have no idea why. This week has been so busy.But i got to go to popscene last night with maggie and laura. That was a lot of fun, I have never been to a place where they played so much good much at one time. Plus I got to show off my rediculous dance moves with out them making fun of me or anything. They are very fun people to dance with.
I feel so weird I don't want to do anything but sleep right now. I wish I could pin point why I am feeling so much anxiety over nothing. I think I am scared that I'm getting myself roped into a life I don't want.
Eh, life sucks anyway, I guess it doesn't really matter that much in the end.