Lost Love

[spitpink]

Why does his face keep popping up in my head? Why can't I get him off my mind? Why do I keep finding photographs from the good old days when we were young and wildly in love? He hurt me the most; forever changed my views on love and sex, and yet I wish he would return... once again. Why do I? I don't understand it. I don't want anyone ...but him. And I don't understand why. I don't want to want him. It feels as if I am still connected to him. Even if only by a single string.

Either that or I fear he will show up somehow. Like he did last October and reopened the same wound from 5 years ago.

God give me the strength, for I will need it I am sure.