New Beginnings
I feel fresh and revived. I am on the right path. I feel it in my heart. I found a much better school that I am sure I will get what my money is paying for. There's just the matter of what direction to go. Graphic Design or Fashion Design. I'm sure either I'd like and be good at. Its just a big decision. How do I want to be taken professionally? I'll figure it out. I feel like I'm right where I'm supposed to be. And I haven't felt that in such a long time.
He still doesn't understand. He thinks I ended it for selfish reasons. Well I kind of did, but not the reasons he wants to believe. But if he still continues to think that way so be it. I'm too tired of repeating myself. Its not fair to me when I'm trying to pick myself up and move forward. He only wants to sit there and name all my flaws. Sorry but that is not love. I could do the same, but I didn't. I simply went my own way and let him be.
Its funny. He thinks there's someone else. Really makes me laugh. I am so uninterested in dating that it literally makes me sick to my stomach when I think about it. He'd know this if he'd pay attention to me rather than his asshole assumptions. But I won't worry. Love is not marked on my calendar any time soon. Gonna keep my head in the books and work on me. Selfish it sure the fuck is and its about damn time. :)
He still doesn't understand. He thinks I ended it for selfish reasons. Well I kind of did, but not the reasons he wants to believe. But if he still continues to think that way so be it. I'm too tired of repeating myself. Its not fair to me when I'm trying to pick myself up and move forward. He only wants to sit there and name all my flaws. Sorry but that is not love. I could do the same, but I didn't. I simply went my own way and let him be.
Its funny. He thinks there's someone else. Really makes me laugh. I am so uninterested in dating that it literally makes me sick to my stomach when I think about it. He'd know this if he'd pay attention to me rather than his asshole assumptions. But I won't worry. Love is not marked on my calendar any time soon. Gonna keep my head in the books and work on me. Selfish it sure the fuck is and its about damn time. :)