Almost every aspect of my life has taken an abrupt change for the worse. Nothing is final anymore, there is no stability or concrete anything for me to hold on to or to take comfort in
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Hey beautiful I'm so sorry things are so hard for you. First of all, moving sucks. I know because I'm moving away from the only home I've ever known and moving to Rexdale. I don't even get to take my family or friends with me. For the first time I really am doing this alone. But I think that change can be good sometimes and helps us grow. Don't worry about not wanting to be a hair stylist. Everyone changes their minds a lot and comes out fine. You're still young. I know you'll figure out what you want to do and it will be perfect and you will excel in it, like I know you do in a lot of things. If you're confused or worried about Constable, talk to him about it. He's not the kind of guy you have to be scared of talking to. He's genuinely a nice guy and since you've slept with him, he obviously has some sort of attachment/commitment to you and he knows that. Plus, he wouldn't want you to visit him if he didn't have feelings for you. I think you need to have a talk with him soon and figure this shit out because although what he says might hurt, it's a lot easier to know than to be in the dark. Tomorrow is Jamie's birthday party. It's an all-day BBQ. I think it goes from 2 or so til 9. I'm moving in to Humber tomorrow, but I'll be going to Jamie's around 6, so I think you should either call Jamie or Robyn or Katie or someone and go to Jamie's, or call my cell at some point and come to Jamie's with me. Anyway, I hope so much to see you tomorrow. I love you. Feel better. Know that whenever you need someone I'm only a phone call away, and even though I'm moving, I'm still the same cell phone call away!
I'm so sorry things are so hard for you.
First of all, moving sucks. I know because I'm moving away from the only home I've ever known and moving to Rexdale. I don't even get to take my family or friends with me. For the first time I really am doing this alone. But I think that change can be good sometimes and helps us grow.
Don't worry about not wanting to be a hair stylist. Everyone changes their minds a lot and comes out fine. You're still young. I know you'll figure out what you want to do and it will be perfect and you will excel in it, like I know you do in a lot of things.
If you're confused or worried about Constable, talk to him about it. He's not the kind of guy you have to be scared of talking to. He's genuinely a nice guy and since you've slept with him, he obviously has some sort of attachment/commitment to you and he knows that. Plus, he wouldn't want you to visit him if he didn't have feelings for you. I think you need to have a talk with him soon and figure this shit out because although what he says might hurt, it's a lot easier to know than to be in the dark.
Tomorrow is Jamie's birthday party. It's an all-day BBQ. I think it goes from 2 or so til 9. I'm moving in to Humber tomorrow, but I'll be going to Jamie's around 6, so I think you should either call Jamie or Robyn or Katie or someone and go to Jamie's, or call my cell at some point and come to Jamie's with me.
Anyway, I hope so much to see you tomorrow.
I love you.
Feel better.
Know that whenever you need someone I'm only a phone call away, and even though I'm moving, I'm still the same cell phone call away!
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