stupid head
I dont know what to do anymore. I just cant find the right thing to do or say these days. Is there something wrong with me? Nothing seems to be working out. I might not have a job when I come back from Ohio. Im not going to college. I dont have that many people to talk to. And I saw my cousins more then Ive seen any of my friends all summer. I cant make any good decisions, I cant give advice anymore without thinking " Shit why do I have a right to help this person out when I dont have a clue as to what I want." Its so wonderfully frustrating. I just want to go back to the way things were before...