Fuck. This.

[spitfire_angel]

Trapped in a secret world
Full of lies and full of fear.
Wondering when I can escape
Wondering if I ever will...
I cannot breathe anymore
I want to leave everything
and start anew.
I hate caring.
I hate hurting.
I hate crying.
I hate inflicting.
I want it to STOP.
So fuk up and leave me ALONE.

Comments

Is it any wonder we're tired?

[anonymous]

Lol it's me, Rage.

This is so random to post a comment here cuz I don't use lj no more heh.

Point is, life is confusing and I'm pretty sure that it is supposed to be confusing meaning that you know, atoms are supposed to define 'us' and it's pretty stupid that the truth of what makes us, us; is the fact that it is just molecules interacting with each other. Probably why I don't take chemistry is that I don't believe science makes us understand more about ourselves and the world around us, as in I believe in experiences and our own feelings in order to define things in our lives. So yeah.

Life is a trend. It can go up to the highlight of your life and then sometimes you're down in places you've never expected to be there before but then you just gotta keep the pain inside you know? What I did was, well, whenever I start to worry about something or getting increasingly frustrated over a situation; I'd say to myself, 'Self control. Self control. Self control' for a number of times to try and calm down and shit. It helped :]

Hit me back at my msn space yo! I have a new one.