Lately
I've been so unhappy and I don't know why. I think I hate this place. I still love my friends but...I really am having trouble articulating just what it is that's having me cry in the shower, sit in my car for nearly 30 minutes before wanting to go up into the apartment, and never have any motivation to do anything, just sit and sulk.
I need to find a way to get out of this apartment. I'm been tricked into living with my opposite for over a year and it's slowly starting to really kill me. He's like a cancer that just spreads through my days eating away at any glimpse of hope that could possibly help me forget that I'm sharing a roof with this asshole. To him, the situation is a game. I'm apparently weak for not feeling comfortable and confronting him. I just need out. I miss my best friend. I need Lucci here, I need my sister here. I think I just want to leave orlando. I think I'm done here.
I need to find a way to get out of this apartment. I'm been tricked into living with my opposite for over a year and it's slowly starting to really kill me. He's like a cancer that just spreads through my days eating away at any glimpse of hope that could possibly help me forget that I'm sharing a roof with this asshole. To him, the situation is a game. I'm apparently weak for not feeling comfortable and confronting him. I just need out. I miss my best friend. I need Lucci here, I need my sister here. I think I just want to leave orlando. I think I'm done here.