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I had my interview for university today, and although I got my 5 conditionals it took so much out of me :( I hate being in totally new situations where I know noone, so I was so nervous :( Gavin was meant to be coming but he ended up having a doctors appointment, so i was meant to be seeing him tonight, but the doctor said he has to goto bed at 9pm, so i can't, so i'm left feeling really stressed and frustrated, and just generally feeling pretty worthless. Because I know i'm just not going to make friends and fit in at uni, tbh, because theyre all older than me and a lot more sociable. and my prelims are coming up and ive barely revised, so i probably wont get in anyway. so now im just stuck thinking of all this crap, and getting very angry at stupid elaine connacher.
BLAHHHHH.
BLAHHHHH.