The amout of stupidity we can go through in a day.
Well its been quite some time since Ive visted my LJ. I moved, and now Im working at petcetera.
I keep saying im going to do something like get my license or god a good job. A career job. And I keep never following through on it and doing something about it. >P
And I end back up in a loop, stupid WoW. And my own excuses. Boo on me.
Im like a goldfish, swimming round and round believing im going some where and making some progress.
When in all reality im just swimming in circles with a 3 minute memory span.
But the bubbles are pretty.
And I made contact! my best friend and I werent talking. Since August. It could also add to why I pretty much vanished from here as well. I was too scared to write to her or talk to her, and I think it was the same way for her. We were both being stupid, and then it just dragged on and on and made itself worse.
I was so relieved when she wrote me back and said pretty much the exact same thing I had, and turns out we were both secretly stalking each other for signs of one another.
Waiting for that 'its ok, we're fine lets talk and be friends again' signal I think.
Except when your both waiting for it, its kinda hard for someone to signal it huh?
I wrote her because it was her Birthday, and I missed our friendship damnit.
I was still depressed about our fallout when I would think about it, which happened a lot. I would see something, and say to myself 'Oh Zee would just love that!' then remember we werent talking. Which would spur the 'God damnit, just write her. Send her a email, see how she's doing. Come on you can do it.
...
What if she actually hates me? and that was it... Ill wait and see if she's mentioned me anywhere first. Just in case. '
And thus the Emo =O zomg!
Im just so happy we're talking. And that its all ok. ^.^ and we dont hate each other and trashed our friendship over something stupid.
I missed you Zee!
I keep saying im going to do something like get my license or god a good job. A career job. And I keep never following through on it and doing something about it. >P
And I end back up in a loop, stupid WoW. And my own excuses. Boo on me.
Im like a goldfish, swimming round and round believing im going some where and making some progress.
When in all reality im just swimming in circles with a 3 minute memory span.
But the bubbles are pretty.
And I made contact! my best friend and I werent talking. Since August. It could also add to why I pretty much vanished from here as well. I was too scared to write to her or talk to her, and I think it was the same way for her. We were both being stupid, and then it just dragged on and on and made itself worse.
I was so relieved when she wrote me back and said pretty much the exact same thing I had, and turns out we were both secretly stalking each other for signs of one another.
Waiting for that 'its ok, we're fine lets talk and be friends again' signal I think.
Except when your both waiting for it, its kinda hard for someone to signal it huh?
I wrote her because it was her Birthday, and I missed our friendship damnit.
I was still depressed about our fallout when I would think about it, which happened a lot. I would see something, and say to myself 'Oh Zee would just love that!' then remember we werent talking. Which would spur the 'God damnit, just write her. Send her a email, see how she's doing. Come on you can do it.
...
What if she actually hates me? and that was it... Ill wait and see if she's mentioned me anywhere first. Just in case. '
And thus the Emo =O zomg!
Im just so happy we're talking. And that its all ok. ^.^ and we dont hate each other and trashed our friendship over something stupid.
I missed you Zee!