May 10, 2005 14:08
I feel icky. I drank coffee this morning (I know I know) and it sounded just so damn lovely that I couldn't resist, and now my stomach's going all kinds of psycho on me. That and I just feel kind of dumpy. Like no matter what I do right at the moment, I just don't feel sexy, which sucks obviously. I think I was fine yesterday, but today I just feel so unattractive. Bleh. And I found my English grade, which was a major disappointment. I need to turn in a shitload of extra credit, and my first essay, as well as floor this next research paper. School's just bringing me down in general I think. It's just that I know how smart and capeable that I am, that it bugs me to no end that I'm getting the grades that I have! This semester has just sucked.
Sorry, I don't mean to sound so whiny, I just realized that I'm on the caffeine downslope. Oops.
Love,
Janine