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drying out is hard to do. however, continuing on with a constant source of disappointment in myself is even harder to sustain.
a dream walked into my immediate sphere of observation this last weekend. a dream because it will never become a reality. a dream because it is easier to sit back and watch the beautiful things in life without touching them... because it is better to sit back and enjoy the perfection of nature, knowing it exists somewhere, than to try to capture it for yourself and infect it with your own wickedness... a dream because surrogate living is better than no life at all.
a dream walked into my immediate sphere of observation this last weekend. a dream because it will never become a reality. a dream because it is easier to sit back and watch the beautiful things in life without touching them... because it is better to sit back and enjoy the perfection of nature, knowing it exists somewhere, than to try to capture it for yourself and infect it with your own wickedness... a dream because surrogate living is better than no life at all.