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still in the valley and my days are getting longer.. i love it here though, its full of palm trees and its just the relaxation i needed... spending time with javi alone away from everyone has been wonderful..we had a little arguement today about my smoking..and yeah i didnt like it at all having him mad at me..its so hard though to quit, when i find my everyday full of stressful events...i miss my older brother whos leaving soon to iraq once again. I wish and hope everyday for my mother to just wake up like she didnt feel she was going to die that day..i want my baby brother to be able to have a childhood and not feel entraped due to my mothers illness and him just not getting out..i miss my home...and no , not the place where my mother resides but my house...my place...where i can go after a long day of work and sit with my best friend and talk about what were going to drink that night...
help me break free from this anxiety!!!
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help me break free from this anxiety!!!
i like it.