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so yesterday i had to work and i got really really trashed and then i really started to feel weird and sick i threw up passed out, and figured out the next morning i more than likely got something put in my drink. im sooo done drinking for awhile. *break* well, lets see. my birthday is coming around the corner, and i have no idea what im going to do. im not happy for it anymore to come like i was. i wish i could have my apartment already but all these bills are fucking killing me. i just really want to be somewhere else right now , dont know where..just somewhere not here. i love my friends and everyone that sorrounds me. i just need something else in my life.
five is a four letter word.
i love you.