Thoughtless thoughts form a very thoughtful person...or whatever.
You know as I write these insane thoughts I think about what I am saying and how funny, stupid and just insane as it all sounds. Yes, I did state funny. Before I state any or this I wish to state that I am the World's BIGGEST hypocrite, therefore anything and everything doesn't have to make sense and probably won't and it isn't meant to offend anyone reading what I write. Oh and one more thing this isn't in any way directed at anyone these are just things that I am thinking about as I work.
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Have you ever wondered why we believe what we believe? Do what we do? Or even live our lives? Why the hell we are here? I there anyone else out there besides us? Wait don't answer that! I know you have now shush and read! Anyone and everyone has felt like killing themselves at one point in time of another. Why is that? We know that suicide isn't the answer then why attempt or even think about it?! Is it because it is all over the television, your friends are doing it, environment or even nurture?! Don't ANSWER that! The answer is neither, nada, none of the above! It's because of your mind! We all let our minds get the best of our emotions and how we feel. Self pity we all know that word all too well and we all have our moments where we think of how bad out lives are and woe is me and blah blah blah. Same story different day and different person. What kind of bs is that?! Oh you say it's because your world is black, eh? Well, I got news for ya toots, mine is too. But here in the real world we call that night (the time from dusk to dawn when no sunlight is visible). ::nods:: Yes, this is the time when the world is black, the time of day where NORMAL people sleep and fore fill forbidden fantasies; but that is another story for another day indeed. That's another word that is odd...normal...what is normal...I don't know. Ask Mom she'll know! Why do we work? DON'T ANSWER! We work to have food in the house, a place to sleep and put the food, and money for clothes on our backs. All of that shit that about money being for fun is a lie! You don't have time to play with toys because you're too busy working or sleeping. Heh, so this is why I wanted to grow up so quickly. I see life's painted picture now. Why do you believe in God?! DON'T ANSWER I SAID WHY NOT JUST LISTEN?! Why do we or don't we believe in things...? It's because someone told us to do so! God is the creator of the heavens and Earth...why...how do you know...7 days you say, huh really? WOW! Science! Science! Science! A meteor crash upon the Earth with tiny bacteria you say what...we evolved from...MONKEYS! No, I'm sorry I don't look like ::gulps:: that..! The truth is we believe in what our heart will allow us to! My life sucks...what...yours does too...wow see we do have something in common, lets fuck! Your place or mine? WHAT!? No sex before marriage is a sin...that's insane! C'mon when you got to the stores you try on clothes, shoes to see how it looks don't you. Why, is this different?! Oh emotions override hormones, ::clicks her teeth:: got ya see ya! Practice what you preach...what exactly am I preaching here? Maybe right and wrong? Yes, we'll go with that, right and wrong. It's okay to smoke cigarettes but not weed. All right to drink alcohol but not gasoline. Acceptable to live your life but not to have any control over it at all. Geeze I don't know whether or not to go to first or third base! is it 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9? Or 9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1. Heh...just something to think about :) !
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Have you ever wondered why we believe what we believe? Do what we do? Or even live our lives? Why the hell we are here? I there anyone else out there besides us? Wait don't answer that! I know you have now shush and read! Anyone and everyone has felt like killing themselves at one point in time of another. Why is that? We know that suicide isn't the answer then why attempt or even think about it?! Is it because it is all over the television, your friends are doing it, environment or even nurture?! Don't ANSWER that! The answer is neither, nada, none of the above! It's because of your mind! We all let our minds get the best of our emotions and how we feel. Self pity we all know that word all too well and we all have our moments where we think of how bad out lives are and woe is me and blah blah blah. Same story different day and different person. What kind of bs is that?! Oh you say it's because your world is black, eh? Well, I got news for ya toots, mine is too. But here in the real world we call that night (the time from dusk to dawn when no sunlight is visible). ::nods:: Yes, this is the time when the world is black, the time of day where NORMAL people sleep and fore fill forbidden fantasies; but that is another story for another day indeed. That's another word that is odd...normal...what is normal...I don't know. Ask Mom she'll know! Why do we work? DON'T ANSWER! We work to have food in the house, a place to sleep and put the food, and money for clothes on our backs. All of that shit that about money being for fun is a lie! You don't have time to play with toys because you're too busy working or sleeping. Heh, so this is why I wanted to grow up so quickly. I see life's painted picture now. Why do you believe in God?! DON'T ANSWER I SAID WHY NOT JUST LISTEN?! Why do we or don't we believe in things...? It's because someone told us to do so! God is the creator of the heavens and Earth...why...how do you know...7 days you say, huh really? WOW! Science! Science! Science! A meteor crash upon the Earth with tiny bacteria you say what...we evolved from...MONKEYS! No, I'm sorry I don't look like ::gulps:: that..! The truth is we believe in what our heart will allow us to! My life sucks...what...yours does too...wow see we do have something in common, lets fuck! Your place or mine? WHAT!? No sex before marriage is a sin...that's insane! C'mon when you got to the stores you try on clothes, shoes to see how it looks don't you. Why, is this different?! Oh emotions override hormones, ::clicks her teeth:: got ya see ya! Practice what you preach...what exactly am I preaching here? Maybe right and wrong? Yes, we'll go with that, right and wrong. It's okay to smoke cigarettes but not weed. All right to drink alcohol but not gasoline. Acceptable to live your life but not to have any control over it at all. Geeze I don't know whether or not to go to first or third base! is it 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9? Or 9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1. Heh...just something to think about :) !