Jul 10, 2005 19:06
I am so tired of everything right now.
To be honest, I don't think I am an unfriendly or easilly angered person; it takes a lot to offend me. And you know something? The person who keeps offending me lives in my house-- in fact, this person is rather closely related to me. You know what she told me? She said, "I have to deal with you because I had the misfortune of giving birth to you." As if it's like a burden to take care of me. Sorry to disappoint you so much, mom, but I've spent my life trying to be the best.
I'm tired of you throwing your bloody tantrums. You're not a child. I'm the child! I need you to take care of me, not the other way around. I don't want to deal with you running off and getting mad at little things all of a sudden. I'm trying to make the best I can of what I have right now. I'm trying to win tournaments, I'm trying to graduate Suzuki, I'm trying to be valedictorian. I'm trying!
I'm trying so hard.