I'm Watching The Biggest Loser
.....and I've never bawled like this because of a reality show. This season of the Biggest Loser is going to really be inspirational. I esp. started crying when the lady passed out during the race, and when Abbey was telling her story. I just did my budget and I have $50 a month that I can use toward my gym membership. This job is turning out to be more of a blessing than I thought it would be. And when Shay stepped on the scale, I felt crushed with and for her. I felt that way last week when I thought I was going to surpass 280lbs (which I swore I'd never see on the scale). If this isn't a kick in the arse to do better and be more committed to myself I don't know what'll do it for me. Right now my excuses more than disgust me, and with all this new stuff happening I am just thankful to God that I've been given this opportunity.