lazy
I dont know if its the hot humid weather or if I am just plane lazy. I get up and within an hour I feel like going back to bed. I eat and then try to think of something that I WANT to do and nothing comes to mind so I go stare at the pc screen and it doesnt give me any ideas so I go to bed and watch tv all afternoon then about 3 I think where did the day go and I havent done anything. Then its time to cook supper and hubby comes home we eat and I take a looooong hot bubblebath and ready for bed and it isnt even dark out yet!! Its like a month of nerves on end cause bills mounting up and no money coming in and van in shop and kids on nerves and I need a vacation and then hubby gets job we get caught up on bills and I get a like new van and then ........nothing. Dont get me wrong I dont want any more of THAT kind of excitement dont think I could live thru that again and dont want to see if I can. But there has got to be more to live than sleeping and cleaning house and eating and going to bed.