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I think I picked up something while cleaning the dorms on Saturday. Damn running camp. Since Saturday my sinuses have been screwy and a pain. Head, nose, throat, sob. I miiight be able to mark it off as allergies, but I've also been cold. Been under two comforters at night. Eesh. WTF, Self. And of course my digestion is being hateful again, but that's huge TMI that I'd never go into... 'cause yeah. No.
Might be nearing Time-o'-the-month, too. Not sure. If I randomly snap at anyone or just come off as rude, I'm sorry. Mood-swingin' ho!
Panic attacks are also frequenting this month. I start classes the 31st. I... I don't... I'm so nervous. I haven't taken classes in a year, and while I've been doing well with my current meds, I still haven't maintained a schedule and... I just am so afraid of being back with classes ;;; At least I have a doc appointment Wednesday so I can spazz out at him. I might try and get one of those therapy lights because I'm going to need it. It felt like October the last few days.
Just.... gyu8ikjnbvfghj
Spish is not exactly in a good place right now. I gotta try and get stuff for school done before it starts. I gotta get ahead of the game or I'm never going to be able to manage, am I?
Why can't I ever just fucking allow myself to succeed?
Fuck.
I think I just set off another panic attack.
*goes to grab meds*
Might be nearing Time-o'-the-month, too. Not sure. If I randomly snap at anyone or just come off as rude, I'm sorry. Mood-swingin' ho!
Panic attacks are also frequenting this month. I start classes the 31st. I... I don't... I'm so nervous. I haven't taken classes in a year, and while I've been doing well with my current meds, I still haven't maintained a schedule and... I just am so afraid of being back with classes ;;; At least I have a doc appointment Wednesday so I can spazz out at him. I might try and get one of those therapy lights because I'm going to need it. It felt like October the last few days.
Just.... gyu8ikjnbvfghj
Spish is not exactly in a good place right now. I gotta try and get stuff for school done before it starts. I gotta get ahead of the game or I'm never going to be able to manage, am I?
Why can't I ever just fucking allow myself to succeed?
Fuck.
I think I just set off another panic attack.
*goes to grab meds*