Increase the Morphine. Stat.
written age 15
"Hurry nurse!
We're gonna lose her!"
Too late
I'm already gone
My body's convulsing
My mind is racing
My heart is beating
The end has come
I was strong
Strong enough to put on an act
You thought I was fine?
You thought I was happy?
You're mistaken
All of the ridicule
All of the laughter
All of the trying you did to break me
Want to know the truth?
Congradulate yourself
Because even though I didn't show it
You've won
Aren't you happy now?
No nurse
I'm starting to feel again
I'm not liking it
Increase the morphine. Stat.
No nurse
Don't bring me back
I was almost completely gone
Increase the morphine. Stat.
No nurse
I can hear everyone around me
500 more cc's nurse
Come on, increase the morphine. Stat.
The pain is all coming back
I'm afraid again
My eyes can function again
I don't like what I see
I'm in stable condition doctor?
I don't like it
You weren't suppose to save me doctor
I've already died emotionally
Yes, that's it doctor
Leave me to rest
Leave my room and check on me later
I won't be here though
My eyes open
I can see again
I've always hated hospitals
But what is this?
My precious morphine
Right beside my bed
50 cc's is much too low
I don't want to feel anymore
Increase the morphine. Stat.
Yes, that's it
1000 cc's
Perfect
I can feel it
The high
I close my eyes
A smile cracked on my lips
I've become so numb
I love it
I need more
Nurse? Increase the morphine. Stat.
This is still all too much for me to bare
My mind is still able to function
I don't like it
No doctor, don't come in
No doctor
I'm fine
I like it
Really I do
Stop doctor
Don't stop the morphine
I was so close
To reaching my own little heaven
Away from all of you..
"Hurry nurse!
We're gonna lose her!"
Too late
I'm already gone
My body's convulsing
My mind is racing
My heart is beating
The end has come
I was strong
Strong enough to put on an act
You thought I was fine?
You thought I was happy?
You're mistaken
All of the ridicule
All of the laughter
All of the trying you did to break me
Want to know the truth?
Congradulate yourself
Because even though I didn't show it
You've won
Aren't you happy now?
No nurse
I'm starting to feel again
I'm not liking it
Increase the morphine. Stat.
No nurse
Don't bring me back
I was almost completely gone
Increase the morphine. Stat.
No nurse
I can hear everyone around me
500 more cc's nurse
Come on, increase the morphine. Stat.
The pain is all coming back
I'm afraid again
My eyes can function again
I don't like what I see
I'm in stable condition doctor?
I don't like it
You weren't suppose to save me doctor
I've already died emotionally
Yes, that's it doctor
Leave me to rest
Leave my room and check on me later
I won't be here though
My eyes open
I can see again
I've always hated hospitals
But what is this?
My precious morphine
Right beside my bed
50 cc's is much too low
I don't want to feel anymore
Increase the morphine. Stat.
Yes, that's it
1000 cc's
Perfect
I can feel it
The high
I close my eyes
A smile cracked on my lips
I've become so numb
I love it
I need more
Nurse? Increase the morphine. Stat.
This is still all too much for me to bare
My mind is still able to function
I don't like it
No doctor, don't come in
No doctor
I'm fine
I like it
Really I do
Stop doctor
Don't stop the morphine
I was so close
To reaching my own little heaven
Away from all of you..