Jan 03, 2006 01:43
so i went to israel. it was amazing. now im back. guess i havent written in forever.
so i just heard hoc isnt coming back to camp which makes me sad. now im definately getting seniors.
no more precamp, maintenance or parking which kills my wallet and makes me sad and angry
its just not right, not like howie at all
anyway
ive realized something lately. i think for the first time in my life im ready to grow up. im getting tired of the way things are and im almost welcoming change and the future instead of dreading it. i guess weve all gotta grow up sometimes, even me
sometimes i feel like im just wasting away, like im squandering my potential. i like to think i have the capacity to do something great but who really knows. either way, i dont wanna waste any chance i have to do some good or be something more.
i think im going to apply for the graduate program at Ithaca and not graduate till 2009. Ill graduate with a masters degree in education and be able to spread out my course load a little. i might upgrade my minor in jewish studies to a dual major along with education. im also considering a double minor in journalism which would be really hard and maybe comparative english literature which wouldnt be too bad. id also like to study some psychology. alot to do in not so much time. the program would have me there summer 2008-summer 09 with few breaks and no camp. maybe thats not such a bad thing like i originally thought.
maybe things have changed
maybe i should, can or will grow up