Friday
From this friday-27th of April I'll be out in UT.Too bad it's going to be snowy. I have an interview in Murray UT on the 20th with a consulting firm.... we'll see how that goes. Is it a bad sign that I kinda judge them for calling me hours after I apply to schedule an interview? Anyone who thinks about hiring me so quickly must be scam... right?
Anyone want to do a live session in the SLC temple?
I keep thinking there is no way I could pass the GRE and that it'd be a waste of time and $$$ and that I'm not smart enough to go through a Masters program. I mean really, you've seen my horrid spelling and English skills-- and that was my major. I just feel generally incompetent, not having a full time job probably has a lot to do with that feeling. Then lets add in the fact that my mom is sure that I will fail and that I'll get into a car wreak on my way to UT and that I'll be the reason someone takes her home from her.
After UT I have 2 days to pack and move to.... I have no Idea. Or try and stay in Modesto, somehow. I'm not a fan of all this uncertainty. It makes for lovely conversations that go like this.
"So I'm having a party May___ will you be able to come, will you be in the same state?"
ME: I have no Idea. o_o;;
The MJC teaching job here is still in committee after over a month, so... I don't know still, really, with any degree of certainty if they'll call me to an interview. They might, they might not.
My poor jobless roommate wants to know if I'll be renewing my contract this month. Reasonable Question. I say things, like "Probably not, but I don't know..."
So, now you know what kind of answers to expect from me. It's not that I'm avoiding the issue or anything, but the answers are based on decisions completely out of my control, and a low level of predictability.
Anyone want to do a live session in the SLC temple?
I keep thinking there is no way I could pass the GRE and that it'd be a waste of time and $$$ and that I'm not smart enough to go through a Masters program. I mean really, you've seen my horrid spelling and English skills-- and that was my major. I just feel generally incompetent, not having a full time job probably has a lot to do with that feeling. Then lets add in the fact that my mom is sure that I will fail and that I'll get into a car wreak on my way to UT and that I'll be the reason someone takes her home from her.
After UT I have 2 days to pack and move to.... I have no Idea. Or try and stay in Modesto, somehow. I'm not a fan of all this uncertainty. It makes for lovely conversations that go like this.
"So I'm having a party May___ will you be able to come, will you be in the same state?"
ME: I have no Idea. o_o;;
The MJC teaching job here is still in committee after over a month, so... I don't know still, really, with any degree of certainty if they'll call me to an interview. They might, they might not.
My poor jobless roommate wants to know if I'll be renewing my contract this month. Reasonable Question. I say things, like "Probably not, but I don't know..."
So, now you know what kind of answers to expect from me. It's not that I'm avoiding the issue or anything, but the answers are based on decisions completely out of my control, and a low level of predictability.