Oct 22, 2005 12:39
I can't even put into words what is going on and how confused I am. I am so scared this is gonna end so badly that I can't even enjoy it for a moment. I can't believe I didnt realize how I felt about this until I went through it. I stand corrected about myself, love, and what I want. I hope all will work out and that I will be strong enough to get through it
I am still extremely shocked and confused. When I get things sorted I will share